Regret

I regret doing things so often that I don't even remember what I did to make me regret so badly.

I have mini flashbacks about decisions I have once made

But

Out of 100 I probably regret 90

I don't remember making a right decision

Every decision of mine leads into

A chamber of

Misery

and herhaps,

Disappointment

And then I fall into a pit of regret

I'm a hopless case.