No More

When you don't find the need to do something,

That's when things don't matter anymore.

That's when you don't give two shits anymore.

That's when everything goes down the drain.

That's when you realize how unimportant those people are to you.

And maybe,

Just maybe,

I'm under one of those unimportant people list.

I did

Sorry if I made you stop caring,

Sorry if I made you stop wanting to try,

Sorry for making you feel the way I made you feel.

But honestly,

Those words cut deeper than they seem.

Because you never gave it a second thought,

But I did.

I Don't Know Anymore

Using " I Don't Know Anymore" so much to the extent where I'm not even sure if I'm abusing it.

Sometimes I just don't know if I'm the only one feeling this way

Sometimes, I don't even know what to do anymore.

It feels so surreal

One moment, 

Everything is perfect.

The next,

Your worst nightmare comes around the block.

Words-

I don't really know if they are meant for me.

If I assume they are,

It hurts.

But I can never ignore.

So messed up to the point where I don't know what to feel anymore.

So done.