Manners

Oh so now

"Thank you"

Is for the help people need not give

And the help people should give

Does not need to be thanked

:)

Manners?

Appreciation?

You say that to elders

But what about your own peers

Your juniors

?

Isn't that just as disrespectful?

You say thank you to the one who you take a photo with

And yet the one who takes the photo for you gets nothing in return

Not even a simple

"Thank you"

:)

Crew Members

Crew members

School unemployed,

No pay

Photographers.

They work throughout the year

Under the sun

The rain

The loud music

Under any circumstances

Or weather.

To produce photos

For others.

Sometimes,

They don't even appear anywhere in the school magazine

They don't get credit

And yet,

People still pester them to upload photos

Without a scent of grattitude.

Graduation photos

We graduates sacrifice our time

Our effort

Willingly

To snap a good photo of yourselves collecting your cert

And yet,

No one acknowledges our hard work

No one appreciates

Because not a single thank you is uttered

After you're satisfied with the photos you have.

Then,

You get left out,

Scolded,

Told off,

Not conscidered about

Because of you're inexisting presence

Which is so mere

To the fact where everyone can

Ignore

Neglect

Reject

And not bothered about.

Ohana is ohana

When you know whose left out

And not bothered about

Where everyone can ignore

And continue smiling

Even when someone isn't present.

Yeah,

That's a real family.

Nice.

Yeah. Because my existance and presence is questionable

And until the end

Maybe a person's presence isn't that important at all

Because everybody gets forgotten

Or at least

Some people do.

For What?

Hell yeah

I am just pissed

It's not as if I have a choice

And in the end

Everything is done for the others

And us?

Not even a simple grattitude gesture.

For what

Do we do all this for

?

To be accused for something we did not do

To be treated as if we were some sort of item being pushed around

Right,

As if we enjoy it.

And yes

I still am utterly pissed.

D-9 Outing ;P

Went to MidValley because my mom wanted to go to CIMB's exhibition points collection (or something like that) so I went to Starbucks in Borders, because it was the quietest place around, to do some catching up with studies.

OOTD of the day (wore it the day before to our club's jamuan)
Matched a long sleeves button up white blouse with a black and red skater skirt both from Voir
The dream catcher vintage necklace is from a friend. Wore it like a necktie around the collar making it seem as if it is part of the blouse.
Taken by Samsung Galaxy S4

Shoes! Bought them in Singapore a few years back.
Taken at the hospital the previous day, Had to make a visit because of eye infection (or eye allergy)
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Sat at a table around the middle aisle watching people come and go, smelling the aroma of coffee, enjoying the background classing songs playing from a distance while studying Biology. Halfway through I was quite inspired to write so I ended up with 'Her Pendant'. http://when-skies-turn-grey.blogspot.com/2014/10/her-pendant-1.html

Tried the new Dark Caramel Frappuccino.
Holy yes it tastes like heaven.
I've changed my name, thank you Starbucks
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Surprisingly my mom actually praised me for writing something nice, it is a first, and she asked me if i wanted to take double degree. Months ago I was still wondering if I should take language or architecture but I came down to architecture because

1. I don't enjoy teaching, especially little brats
2. My parents discourage me to take up that language because, it's language

And now, she asks if I want to take double degree, nice mom, very nice.

This was for dinner.
One of my favourite dishes so I only took a photo of this marvelous cod fish at a seafood restaurant.
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Single Digit 9 to SPM

D-9

D-9
Single digit to our local exams
A week before secondary life ends.

I'm not ready
I don't want to leave.
Distance is going to be a problem within our friendship

Yet,
I have fate in our strong bonds
Because no matter how far apart we all are,
We'll still be together with each other.

A drive to each oyher houses
A walk down town
A trip to a café
A little message sent to each others phones
It isn't that hard

I should be studying
Why am I still blogging

And I've just realised I haven't prepared for the first weeks exams.

D-9
9 more days.

Enternity {3}

Chipped lips brushing over

Ever so fervently

Husky whispers about forever

Amiss the snowy flake falling

And the frightful blizzard

Foreheads attatched

Noses touching

As their lips leaned in

Savouring the moment of electric shock

Running down their bodies

Till enternity he whispered

Till enternity she echoed

Under the witness of fallen angels





-MichelleW.

End Of The Road {2}

The dismay should be let out

Bravely like raindrops

Falling fearlessly onto rocky waves

Acting immoral

Believing in life after death

Chipped hearts broken songs

She sways her head along to the beats of the radio

In this vintage memorable car

The raindrops fall

And the swiper sweeps them away

Away into oblivion these raindrops go

Along with the memories held so dearly

Sigh to the dark clouds

Looming above the roof of the tainted car

Disappear she whispers

While witchcraft takes place

Silently sinking her head onto the steering

Into the depth of darkness.

-MichelleW.

Her Pendant {1}

Classic music playing in the background

Coffee cup in one hand

Sipping it ever so eloquently

There she sat in the corner

Wonders filling her thoughts

Rays of the sunlight

Glowed as it hit her flawless face

Undoubtedly the atmosphere was yearning for attention

There as she sat in the corner

Mind wondering to the ends of the world

Eye smiles from below

Yet not one greeting from her was returned

As her eyes stayed focused on the blue sea

Her other hand unconsciously touched the pendent hanging on her neck

Ever so gently

The dolphin sparkled upon her touches

As it faced the never ending sea view

There she sat

Reminiscing those faded memories

As the dolphin sparkled once again

Along with the sea

-MichelleW.

Wednesday Mini Outing

Had Chinese replacement tuition class on Wednesday which was a public holiday so we had a little outing at Sri Petaling after that.

We were driven there by Pei Kee's mom and walked around a little before getting to the shop. It was a cafe recommendation by Li San called Mon Boulangerie Kitchen. It had a really nice and cozy interior with a a very costly looking coffee making machine at the counter.

The Counter Table

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Had trouble ordering because everything on the menu seemed tasty and mouth watering but we were all quite tight on cash. After hours of waiting for a certain someone to decide on her food, we've finally ordered. Cai Yi and I were craving for Smoked Salmon Salad but sadly we didn't get that order.

Because this picture was too fab to not be posted.

Prom Queen and I candid shot because tbh we weren't that prepared

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Lunch which finally arrived
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My Grilled Chicken with fries and salad
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Pei Kee's Ham and Chicken with Cheese
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Cai Yi's Grilled Cheese Fish
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After lunch we weren't that full so we decided to have dessert, maybe cakes or pastries somewhere. Walked to the other end of the street we still couldn't get a decent pastry shop. Saw a really nice skirt in F Block though, I am currently obsessed with skirts.

Ochado was replaced with a classy looking cafe which had a really strong aroma of coffee. They didn't do much renovation so it looked pretty much the same as before. (There was a really good looking guy there though)

We ended up walking back all the way to Baskin Robbins which was on the other side of Sri Petalling. The whole walk there was full of complains about not knowing how to cross the street, the blazing sun, and not knowing the road to Baskin Robbins. How dare we call ourselves decent Queen Guides? (inside joke here :P)

Anyway after walking past the market where Cai Yi complained about the fish stench, I spotted McDonalds and due to the excitement I shouted IT'S MCDONALDS and then immediately after, I spotted Baskin Robbins and obviously, I shouted I FOUND BASKIN ROBBINS. 

Yeah, oops I feel like  hooligan which escaped from the jungle or something. Tarzan here!

Rainbow Sherbet with World Class Chocolate just because it was Pink Day
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Three of us pigs enjoying ice cream before the storm hit us
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That's about out mini outing and probably the last outing we will ever have before SPM

Count Down 12 Days from 22/10/2014

Infinite

I hope she makes you happy

Like how he makes me happy

I hope you walk down the road with the girl you really want to be with

Because that's exactly what I want to do with him

And to say that I've once imagined us

But that imagination is now replaced

With a different companion

For the both of us.

Fate has its way.

And if you're totally not fated,

Then there is not much of a difference

If you hold on too tight to a one sided love

To stand back up,

Was difficult

But once you've reached the top of the stairs

And unexpectedly meet someone new along the way

Someone who cared enough to break down the walls you've tried to build

Then that flight of stairs

Is worth falling off.

Because now,

History has played its part

And now the past is somewhere behind all those tiny steps

While we're walking down the present

Stepping into the future.

I'm glad you've once appeared

I can't say that I'm glad you have left

But I am definitely

Hundred and one percent

Ecstatic, euphoric, enlightened

To have someone like him

Appearing along the flight of steps I fell off.

Because he,

Is my infinute blessing.

>:PPPP

You knew I wrote that

Without even checking

And I did

Yay

:P 

I seriously think that you have installed some sort of secret camera to spy on me somehow

:3

The Knot Around Your Finger

When you make those

Little irresistable adorable actions.

You might not notice

But the deep shade of blush

Smeared across my cheeks

Is as crimson as blood red.

Some palms might fit perfectly

Too perfect to be fit together

But ours

Is an exception

Because as they say

Opposites make up the best pair

And what's better than to be from two separate worlds?

Because it's just us against the world

♡

Everything

"Love,

Is what makes you smile

When you feel tired"

Fallen

Broken

In pieces

But so what?

As long as the smile never disappears

We can be against all odds

Fighting gravity together

Swimming across the atlantic ocean

Surviving titanic together.

Everything is worth it.

To be

Or not to be

Able to survive when you're gone.

Honestly,

I might not know it now.

But if you would really like to know,

There is a difference

Between surviving and living.

I might be survivng yet not living.

Yes,

I'm alive.

Yes,

I'm surviving.

However,

I might be dead all inside

The moment you step away forever.

Negative thoughts are the demons within ourselves

Trying to pursue you to have the same fate as them

But we have our eyes

Our hearts

Our souls to guide us through

With the hand you want to hold on to

If there was a replay button,

I would not want to rewrite our history

I would like for us to go through hardships together

And understand ourselves better

Get past through all the rocky mountains hand in hand

Before reaching the top together.

Because one day when you look back

The thought of falling down the clift with no one to hold onto

Was something ridiculous

Those negative thoughts

Were just a detour down to the right path.

It's not about how long you let go

It's about how tight you hold onto

After letting go

The fear of losing someone will always be within ourselves

It's just up to yourself to brush the negative thoughts away

Because

"To love is nothing

To be loved is something

But

To be loved by the one you love is everything"

And everything

Is currently engraved on my heart.

ILY
<3

Yeah, unlikely of me to say it
But I really do.
♡

加油!我们行的 ♡

也许

这只不过是

把感情放下的一段日子

好好的利用剩下的日子

来做最后的冲刺

果然

不一样的人

呈献出的结果

是不一样的

所说的话

带给你的领悟

是不相同

回到家后

把所有的专注力

放在学业上

剩于的

都暂时抛下

在睡前回想

那些甜蜜的日子

就已足够了

或许我真的已经

在想通的那一晚

把一切都放下了

不再为别人的看法

而贬低自己

看小自己

因为

我相信命运

相信未来

相信我们

加油哦!

你行的

我也像你一样

我们都行

为未来的我们而付出

你说

这一切

值不值得呢

?

当然

当然值得

<3