Emotional

I'm too emotional, they say.

But this is who I am

I can try to change

But where is the time I'm supposed to have?

Or am I not worth the wait

Because maybe nobody actually cares

I can't please all of you

Nor can I be a people pleaser

That's against my policy

That isn't me

And it doesn't seem right to me either

Because showing who you really are

Brings out your character

That inner self which is supposed to be beautiful

Supposed to, may I emphasise. 

"It's the inside that counts"

"Inner beauty is more important that outer"

Those quotes, are just bullshit in our society

In the end

You still judge

You still prefer a miss perfect

Who can please you all

Even if you know they're putting on a show

Cut all this "inner beauty" crap

Please, I beg you.

Because the prettier others think you look on the inside

The faker you get.

"Everybody's got a dark side"

It's up to you to accept me or not

Just so you know,

I might cry

I might die

But once I get over that emotional period

I will not give a bloody damn about your thoughts

Changes are good I admit

But once you try changing

People crave for more

They want more

They insist that you continue changing

Not knowing the pain which is brought along

I tried

I did try

But in the end

Like any normal human being

 I get tired too