Complication :(

Not feeling quite alright... Hais... Things got outta control much? Such a tiny thing blew up, so thanks to me obviously for blowing it up...

What to do? I don't know myself, the biggest problem about me is that I bottle up most things inside of me, well, I dont want people to like say I'm annoying them or stuff like that... Or replying a really short message after I like told them so much... I mean- I'm wierd... What to do? I don't know myself or what that went wrong...

What am I surpose to do now? If I told someone about someone else, it would be bad-mouthing someone else right? Maybe you guys are right, maybe I cant see the light in my life cuz I only look and think of darkness which blocks the light outta my life. Yea, how am I surpose to taste sweetness in my life if I dont know what bitterness taste likes cuz you can only taste sweetness in life after bitterness or-how-ever-you-say-it~ that post came out to almost hundred comments man...

Friends? Do I even have any? Maybe, maybe I do, i just don't know if their there for me, all the time, mistakes make us stronger, but would friends help me even when the whole world is against us? How many of you would stand up for me? However you treat me would be however I treat yot, so please, don't blame me for treating you bad or anything, you started it... If i started, i would apologise, but after thinking about em, and if it aint my fault at getting you annoyed at me..... Hais, okay, i admit, I dont know how to express myself in words, yes, i'm weak in that... But if you really know, you would have get what I tried to tell.......

On my 9th fairy tail episode alrealdy~ phew! Erza~ why do you have to be so leng lui <3 crazy over anime~ its 5 minutes past midnight according to my clock as im typing it, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! I LOVE YOU! Though i gek you all the time... Tomorrow, my blogpost will be about you daddy~

Hais, i hope everything will be back to normal after a good night's sleep~ now...if i could just lose all my memory in a nights time <3 nah...rather not.

Before i'm gonna end my blogpost, i just wanna say thankyou God for making my hard situations and times easier than other people who suffer out there in the world, for all the truthful friends out there, for teachers especially my tuition center teachers, for my family who loves me. Thank you God, i will appreciate all of them throughout my life time :)

A new day, a new start, new hope, sleep time, nites