I never thought that I would have this feeling for you, this 'feeling' can't be described in words, its like a mix of happiness, sadness, fun, laughter, trust, anger, hatred and many many more uncountable momments and memories of us...
The day has come for you to depart and leave me, we would have to separate till me meet again in the future, who knows? maybe destiny and faith will bring us together like it did to make us meet...
After everything we have been through, you broke our trust, these tears can't seem to stop flowing, my heart shattered as if a knife stabbed me in the heart so badly, at that very momment, I asked myself why it turned out this way, questioning myself over and over again, but I could'nt find an answer, an answer that I could accept, I'm missing you more than ever, I tried to put you to the test, to see if you really treated me as a best friend, a lifetime buddy and a sister, but in the end, all I had was another broken heart, tears flowing non stop, and many many unanswered questions, and because of me, the situation turned out even worse than before, hatred blacken out and our friendship slowly faded, leaving just a cold wind behind, or even a cold battle...
I never thought that you would have treated me like that, but even so, I forgave you, I trusted you again even after revealing your real face and finding out the real truth, thats cause I treated you as a best friend, my lifetime buddy, my own blooded sister, but in the end, I realised that I was wrong, not wrong to treat you as a true friend, wrong not to correct you once I found your mistake, and now, just so suddenly, your leaving, I'm missing you more than ever, and I'm gona miss you alot, I wished I could turn back time and make it all right, but its too late, after knowing you had to leave, another fight broke between us, the last conversation we had with each other is just another fight, I don't mean to, I really wana be lifetime buddies with you, if I didn't I won't be crying after hearing that you gota leave, I'd do anything to make you stay, but for your sake, it's a better choice to leave, if were made to be lifetime buddies, I'm sure we will meet again in the future...
Now, my heart keeps beating, don't go, I will miss you, and all that I can say is- I LOVE YOU!!
No matter what happens, I will be your firm foundation supporting you to have a better future in your life, all i hope is that you will see this post...
My last three words to you...
I LOVE YOU!!
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