Fake friends fall like tree leaves they scatter everywhere~

Fake friends fall like leaves, their scattered everywhere... I don't wanna really care, I don't wanna post this, well, I shouldn't even bother about this matter, but even if it shouldent... It kinda does... I just don't understand why you gotta treat me like that... Your like a destroyer, I have tolerated you for a long time alrealdy, every you hurt me, everytime you make me angry, how long do I get angry at you? Now, when I didn't do anything wrong you ignore me for the whole day? When I'm not around, you talk bad about me? When I start to get closer to people, you try to tear us apart? C'mon, that incident has past so long, she has alrealdy forgiven me, but you still bring it up to start the fire, I admit, at that time I say stuff without thinking, well im sorry, but I...I don't wanna explain any further, cause you wont even bother about me anyway. Sometimes, when you know I hate that issue, you bring it up and blame others in the end, your the worst I have ever seen! You say that others are unfair, but do you know that you are too? Do you know how differently you treat boys to girls? And what about me? I'm like a toy to you! You only find me when you need help, you only find me when you are lonely, other times, you only treat me as trash! Yes, I can't stand you anymore! I tolerated you more than enough! Why do you have to have so much hatred inside of you?! I just don't understand, everyone gets scolded, at that time, if I were you, yes I would be angry, but I would have forgotten it by now. But you? Your hatred grows more and more! Your like an ah long, when you lend people money, you make sure them pay back. But when you borrow people's money? You can act like you never borrowed money at all! You wanna clear our cost? Your whole life time allowance wouldn't even be able to pay it all! Dont be so crazy, when you wanna hate you hate, I've heard pleanty of stories about you! 你再这样下去真的是无药可救了,你最好反省吧!不然后悔也来不及了... Sometimes, its just sad because I'm loosing a friend, but I have leart that you can never have a relationship or even being a friend with a persone who 很有缘 with ourselves cause it will never work out no matter how perfect :( damn sad cause he didn't talk to me as usual for the past two days... Just don't know why but I have a feeling that something wen't wrong somewhere... And you might just be the culprit...or maybe not, IDK, only God can tell, I believe in 报应 so you better watch out 天有眼. I'm just posting this to tell you how I feel, but it dosn't really matter, yea, I got hurt a little, but not anymore, I get stronger day by day, now, only I control myself... Don't worry about me, I'm perfectly fine :) good nite world, I love my TRUE BEST FRIENDS!