Exams!

Whoa, been some time since I last blogged, been really busy lately because of..... EXAMS! Impossible rite? I'm the type who usualy does last minute job, but now, I'm rushing everything!

Why? Because I'm having a bet with tyng hann, yea, if I lose, I gotta say 'I love you' to tha person I like, but if he loses, he gotta hug his girl xD so obviously I'm hoping to win, so many people support me leh xD like kar mun and ivan. Ivan was like 'michelle never loses' and kar mum was like 'i hope tyng hann loses, but if he wins, tell me yar' (something like that)

Well, I thought about it, and I am able to get full A's if I study, I'm serious! EXCEPT..... for chinese...haiz...can anyone out there teach me chinese? Pretty please?

Don't know why, but my chinese used to be quite strong, but then, it started to drop and drop and drop and now it's down the drain, what to do? My parents don't know chinese ~

These few days, I've been very happie xD because something* happened on friday, well, not really big, but good enough for me~

Honestly saying, you've been on my mind the whole time, since the day I felt that you had feelings for me, well, after some time...after a lot of 'counselling' by mr you-know-who-know-it-all well, I had the same feeling towards you...

Although you don't say it with words, I can feel it cause action are more than words, according to a lot of people, yea~ you have that special feelings towards me. I was so dumb at a time not to know you were always there for me no matter day or night, rain or shine, during my down time you cheer me up, you laugh along with me, and you listen to my advise and I do too.

At the begining, I used to think that it was kinda rush, but then, I realised that we wen't through more together than THAT BASTARD* I used to think that I treated you as a 'replacement gift' so I tried to stop liking you, but then, after so long, I now still have that feeling towards you, which means that my feelings was 'real' all the while, your an awesome guy, so many people liked you but you never gave up....

I realised that sometimes, things don't go the way we wan't or even like those sweet memories in manga, but this is life, we have to accept that fact. Theres no magic, or anything magical left on this world, except for 缘份, yes, everything is made to happen by God, so learn to go as the flow, 勉强不是办法,硬硬在一起不是真正的爱情,钱不可以买幸福,外表并不可代表心, if you love someone, let him or her go, cause thats what they want, let them regret and then it will be too late to turn back time...能不能得到幸福就靠完缘份了!

By the way, good luck to all of those who are sitting for exams! Thats all for now, bye folks!