Time

24 hours

1440 Minutes

86400 Seconds

In a single day

Time runs, fast, and it doesn't wait for you no matter under what circumstances. 

I feel that my time has been somehow eaten up by a creature which has been lurking around the clocks in the shadows. Time ticks by so fast I don't see the afternoon sun slowly setting in the evening sunset and slowly turning into a dimmed evening. In fact, time ticks by so fast, that all I see in a day is only day and night, no more sunrises nor sunsets. Work continues to pile up somehow, and my procrastination habits are for here to stay, what to do may I ask the Lords up there. 

I want to be like an extraordinary multi talented honorable student who is intelligent in studies, active in activities and think logically in certain situations, and yet I am a procrastinator who diligently procrastinates everyday and leaves heaps and heaps of homework for tomorrow. 

Five Chinese essays, 

Maths homework, 

Add maths work, 

BM tuition homework, 

Novels to read 

Moral workbooks

etc.

What other homework can I ask for. I have serious procrastinating habits which I want to badly change and yet I am either lazy to take the first step or decides to quit after failing for the first time. 

"If SPM was tomorrow..."

I'll be dead, and there will be a serious death bed waiting for me. It might be disappointing for those who have high hopes upon myself especially my parents and really really close friends, but this too involves myself, my future that lies ahead of me and that is my real fear of the year. 

Failing, is a must, if you haven't failed in life, then you might not have succeeded either. However, in this case, failing is not an option. I'm still not clear about the path I would like to take after graduation, let alone the path I must walk if I don't achieve the results I desire. Life is full of challenges, and the first challenge I must overcome is probably my procrastination habit.

At least I managed to finish my maths homework or else I would have to go to school with really bad panda eyes tomorrow. The homework isn't really hardcore homework which insane teachers give to torture students, it is quite reasonable for a week length of homework. But being the typical lazy me, I obviously decided to enjoy the weekend at camp and suffer a day before maths class. 

The haze came back! Now that is pure torture, I'm glad that my asthma has subsided when I was young, or else I would have to fight for my breath every time I step outside the confines of my house. Fortunately, the haze has started to clear and I can finally see blue skies and not a cloud of ash above my head. Please rain heavily one day! We need rain during hot hot hot seasons like this here in Malaysia or else typical human beings like me will decide to switch on the air-cond and contribute to more global warming. 

I just realized that I have not posted anything about my lengthy June holiday. I'll probably update when I have more time to spare after finishing more parts of my scrapbook. My love of scrapbook is indescribable! 

The way my desk looks when I'm busy doing maths and updating my blog