Saturday, October 8, 2011

i-dont-really-know-what-i'm-talking-about-but-i-hope-you-do xD

Rain rain go away come again another day~ been raining alot quite recently~ raining now actualy, few more minuted to midnight DANG~ thats then the clock struks midnight (or how ever you say it) according to my clock NOW, not the blog's clock, it kinda got koo-koo?¿ If you know what I mean...

Okay~ life...is life. We live our life, we do stuff, make choices, we may be able to control life, BUT destiny is destiny, and we can't deny it... Someone today* told me that why make myself mad and being miserable? Why not just stay happy? You-know-who-you-are sent me something-a picture saying: Life is too short to wake up with regrets. Love the people who treats you right and forget those who don't. Believe that everything happened for a reason. If you have a chance- take it. If it changed your life-let it. No one said that life would be easy, they just promised that its worth it. Yea, thank you for telling me this, you changed my mind...

I'mma girl who is super sensitive, to any matter, only that I try to hide what I really feel, trying to lock it all up in my heart, so far, not many, even no one, knows my real life, what that really happened to me in my life... True, I wanna write about my personal life, but wouldn't it be too personal for me to write it online? So, I choose not to... My parents dont know, YET, that I have a blog... Not planning on telling em that I have one... Till I'm older, so I hope you guys wont let out my secret xD

Anyway, back to the main topic, which-im-not-really-sure-what-it-is~

Okay, so I'm living an ordinary life... in the fun way, but, dosn't really seem to be that in actual fact, I face troubles, alot of them, difficulties, failour, but, I try my best to stay positive and all... Looking strong and happy on the outside, breaking into a million pieces and crying oceans of tears on the inside... Oh well, this is life. It has been planned the way God wan'ts it, for any reason for anything, but, even with all the emotions, suffering, hardest time, I thank you God for showing me the way, for letting me find the right friend, for letting me know the truth, even for breaking my heart to pull me back onto the right track. Oh yea babe, I was born this way, and I like the way I am. So accept me for who I am, don't make me who I am NOT, cuz I don't like it. I will treat you however you treat me, so... Sendiri tahu buat apa-apa lah xD

Out of the topic-. Freaking mosquitoes stop biting me! Thats all, night people~!!

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