School restarted... YIPPIE :))))) exam day... WALAU EH first period is math...OMG! Die! Anyway~ perhimpunan was like AWESOME!! Totaly!! Only those from my school would know xD thumbs up for CHOU SI HANG BUAHAHAHAHAHA!!! And 我叫你试!!! Funny dou lah!!!
Maths came...didnt kill me lah xD i made 8 careless mistakes = 8 marks gone...HAIZ... Sejarah was okay...two bonus marks for me YIPPIE!!! Best part of the day is that...MANGA READERS FREAK DAY!! Man reading all that manga made me hungree!!!
Asked dad bout the amazing race... He didnt say 'no' he said it indirectly lah... HAIZ God, please help me, i really wanna go for that amazing race :( this is the dissappointing news...
The awesome news you ask? I got my i-pod touch!! WEEEEE~!! Gahahahahahahaha! Superb!!
Thats all, pray for me~ thanks! Haha
Monday, October 31, 2011
Sunday, October 30, 2011
One day before school.ENJOY
Haiz~ one more freaking day till school re-opens... Though, im wanting to go back to see my friends VERY MUCH, im kinda sad.... Coz i just got used to holidays and now school re-opens? Oh man... T^T plus, holidays past in a blink of an eye, SERIOUS LA WEIH! Compared to the last one, this hols is superb fast!!
Today... My sis went to the dentist to pull out a milk teeth, which is kinda rotten OMG LUCKILY ITS A MILK TEETH and EWWWWWWW!!! After that, dad took me to buy my i-pod touch cover, YAY! choose a white cover with holes~ you get the idea...
Another awesome english lesson, starting to love going there, well, end-of-team alrealdy... Gotta change classes, most of em from my class is going to SF~ hope it would be as epic as this year xD though i always bully people and the gang bang me back, but the fun and kidding way lah xD
Finished my first percy jackson's book, the lightning theif...its...AWESOME MAN!! Kays people, off to get ready for tomorrow's school...bye!!
Today... My sis went to the dentist to pull out a milk teeth, which is kinda rotten OMG LUCKILY ITS A MILK TEETH and EWWWWWWW!!! After that, dad took me to buy my i-pod touch cover, YAY! choose a white cover with holes~ you get the idea...
Another awesome english lesson, starting to love going there, well, end-of-team alrealdy... Gotta change classes, most of em from my class is going to SF~ hope it would be as epic as this year xD though i always bully people and the gang bang me back, but the fun and kidding way lah xD
Finished my first percy jackson's book, the lightning theif...its...AWESOME MAN!! Kays people, off to get ready for tomorrow's school...bye!!
Friday, October 28, 2011
-nothing-
Sowee my followers or stalkers or besties who visit my blog randomly, for fun or whatever, been LAZY to update it xD
Its SATURDAY two more freaking days till school re-opens to see my BESTIES!! WEEEE~!! Cant wait to see you guys, holidays damn sien without fun and all :(
So, look- i've been cleaning and re-packing my room~ and i found stuff (which my mum calls junk) well, their not junk, every item in my drawer, cupboards, shelves in my room has a memory behind em... Everything, saw all the tiny bits of paper, stickers, pencils, note books BAGS man PLENTY, memories from my childhood, AHHH <3
Epic chatting with ivan last night, i dont even know how we began that topic, kinda awkward though HAHA~ honestly, never knew i was so 'famous' last time~
Going to midvalley tomorrow with my family... FOR THE WHOLE DAY omg! Parents wanna go to some travel fair which i do not have anything to do L0L! Gonna be bored, so to those that i might text DO NOT SAY IM ANNOYING haha~!!
My teeth so do not hurt anymore, can eat anything and whatever thing i please alrealdy xD by the way, starting on percy jackson's book , SUPERB AWESOME!!! Picked it off the shelf at popular and immediately fell in love with it HAHA
Byes people!!
Its SATURDAY two more freaking days till school re-opens to see my BESTIES!! WEEEE~!! Cant wait to see you guys, holidays damn sien without fun and all :(
So, look- i've been cleaning and re-packing my room~ and i found stuff (which my mum calls junk) well, their not junk, every item in my drawer, cupboards, shelves in my room has a memory behind em... Everything, saw all the tiny bits of paper, stickers, pencils, note books BAGS man PLENTY, memories from my childhood, AHHH <3
Epic chatting with ivan last night, i dont even know how we began that topic, kinda awkward though HAHA~ honestly, never knew i was so 'famous' last time~
Going to midvalley tomorrow with my family... FOR THE WHOLE DAY omg! Parents wanna go to some travel fair which i do not have anything to do L0L! Gonna be bored, so to those that i might text DO NOT SAY IM ANNOYING haha~!!
My teeth so do not hurt anymore, can eat anything and whatever thing i please alrealdy xD by the way, starting on percy jackson's book , SUPERB AWESOME!!! Picked it off the shelf at popular and immediately fell in love with it HAHA
Byes people!!
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Awwwww :)
Okay~ holidays... HAPPIE DEEPAVALI EVERYONE!!! Sien dou la today~ so im gonna be posting superb short posts this holiday~
Was surpose to go to ikano today~ ended up being so jam so we went to mont kiara, den DESASTER we made like about 4 U-turns and took 7 tols in total so my dad just drove us back home xD HAHA
Not quite bad news lah~ continued watching a hongkong drama called 团圆 (wax and wain) SUPERB NICE! Been wanting to watch it since it was first released, never had a chance though. Just finished watching, WHAAA~ ROMANTIC and complicated and QI GEK daoooo! Started on monday, 30 chapters, ALL FINISHED IN THREE DAYS xDDDD moral of the story: what we see with our own eyes, what we hear with our own ears, and what we think might not be the actual fact, we have to use our heart to feel and our head to separate white to black and good to bad ;) Anyway, too bad my internet so laggy~ if not, i'd be watching other anime's~ haha!
Think im gonna re-decorate my room tomorrow~ wish me luck! Bye folks!! Night!
Was surpose to go to ikano today~ ended up being so jam so we went to mont kiara, den DESASTER we made like about 4 U-turns and took 7 tols in total so my dad just drove us back home xD HAHA
Not quite bad news lah~ continued watching a hongkong drama called 团圆 (wax and wain) SUPERB NICE! Been wanting to watch it since it was first released, never had a chance though. Just finished watching, WHAAA~ ROMANTIC and complicated and QI GEK daoooo! Started on monday, 30 chapters, ALL FINISHED IN THREE DAYS xDDDD moral of the story: what we see with our own eyes, what we hear with our own ears, and what we think might not be the actual fact, we have to use our heart to feel and our head to separate white to black and good to bad ;) Anyway, too bad my internet so laggy~ if not, i'd be watching other anime's~ haha!
Think im gonna re-decorate my room tomorrow~ wish me luck! Bye folks!! Night!
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
SIENS~!~!!~!~!~!~!~!~!!~!~!~!
HOLIDAYS!!!!! Shouldn't I sound happy? NAH~!~!~ IM NOT! LOUD AND CLEAR!!! I wanna go to school and see mah friends! Why is there holidays when I want school why is there school when I need a break ??? HAIZZZ~~ So freaking bored at home~~~ Anyway, its Deepavali tomorrow! I hope I can get out of the house... Can't though its holidays cuz my sis has school... SAD!
Anyway~ I changed my blog's background... Gimmie some comments~ Well~ Since its the holidays, theres nothing much to say~ Just that my PPS sucks! I can't load fairy tail to watch and Sharon has just finished watching some other anime! FREAK!!!! URRG!!!! Anyway, I think its time for me to.... CATCH UP WATCHING THE HONGKONG DRAMAS I've been wanting to watch since i-dont-know-when~
Anyway... I'm planning to write a story on my blog~ hope you guys enjoy it!! I HOPE~!~!
OUCH* teeth hurt! went to the dentist today and she tighten my teeth T^T haizzzz
Gonna go now~ bye all!Sorry for the SUPER short post~ nothing much to say #$#%^&%#&$#*^*%#
Gonna go now~ bye all!Sorry for the SUPER short post~ nothing much to say #$#%^&%#&$#*^*%#
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Best day ever!!
BEST DAY EVER!! Syok daooo!!! MTM PLUS DAY OUT FEVERRR~ YAHOOS xD
Yen nie and jia wei came over in tha morning to teach me DANCING~ yeng! Danced the lazy song... Ivan, your dancing rawks man! Your so COOL (for once im saying it) The food there...hmmp~ not my style... But the cakes were BRILLIANT! Xue zheng said that we have to eat till we vomit! Hahaha~ DAMN SAD AR T.T first, wen xi and wen yu (pn kee's twin sons) dont reconigse me leh T^T secondly, what the hell, i was hoping for a comment for my dress from~ em...haha xD i-know-you-know-who xD seniors drama was so FUNNEH!! Though, their ending kinda sucked, no offence xD FORM 3 DANCING ROCKED THE HOUSE!! They were AWESOME!
Movies with pei kee, yen nie, kai ting and wen hui after that :) But a totaly HUMILIATING thing happened before the show started, kai ting and her mum and yen nie went to the toilet. So they left us outside room 17, when we went it, we went to our seats and saw two people sitting on our seats so wen hui asked them if they were correct or not... But when we took our tickets out to show them, OMG! We were in the wrong room! Bumped into kai ting they all after leaving the room...THEN kai ting's mum said that she gave us the wrong tickets! We were surpose to be on row G!
Watched a korea movie called 'sector 7' qi gek dao~ the female actress TOTALY LENG LUI AR! So yeng! She acts in secret garden too! So gonna chase it! But sector 7 damn creepy, at scary parts, i held on to pei kee xD
Had to part after that :( so sad ar... My sis had her own party... Surprisingly, my dad allowed me to walk around midvalley with my friens!! Sadly, we alrealdy parted, but surprisingly (again) we met each other! Yay! Made to happen :) yen nie xiao jie, i love LOVE L.O.V.E you ALOT! Haha xD you said that you had no mood after leaving me xD now happy liao loh xD went shopping around with yen nie, pei kee, wen hui and yi pei xD FUN LEH! You wanna know whats funnier? When i was walking in jusco, a kid suddenly felt face down infront of me! OMG! Then wen hui said im so bad cuz i make them fall and im like nah, their just like saluting me xD it happened to THREE kids leh!
Dinner at teppanyaki xD SALTY FOOD when the guy was cooking, we were like, meaning how much salt he actualy added into it! Then he like added MORD STUFF! And we're like oh my~ SO HAPPIE! Before yi pei and pei kee left, i ran over to them shouting pei kee (at the restaurant) hugged her and yi pei then OMG! So happie! I got to kiss pei kee for the first time~!! She let me leh!! Kissed kai ting today morning too xD then wen hui and yen nie came over to my house~ talked so much! Can't wait to sleep over with them!!
Awww :( its the holidays... Well, its kinda shuang cuz theres no school... But i dont wanna leave my besties... T^T sad dou lah... Gonna miss all of you so much!!
Last of all, thank you God for the awesome day!! Greatest day ever!!
Yen nie and jia wei came over in tha morning to teach me DANCING~ yeng! Danced the lazy song... Ivan, your dancing rawks man! Your so COOL (for once im saying it) The food there...hmmp~ not my style... But the cakes were BRILLIANT! Xue zheng said that we have to eat till we vomit! Hahaha~ DAMN SAD AR T.T first, wen xi and wen yu (pn kee's twin sons) dont reconigse me leh T^T secondly, what the hell, i was hoping for a comment for my dress from~ em...haha xD i-know-you-know-who xD seniors drama was so FUNNEH!! Though, their ending kinda sucked, no offence xD FORM 3 DANCING ROCKED THE HOUSE!! They were AWESOME!
Movies with pei kee, yen nie, kai ting and wen hui after that :) But a totaly HUMILIATING thing happened before the show started, kai ting and her mum and yen nie went to the toilet. So they left us outside room 17, when we went it, we went to our seats and saw two people sitting on our seats so wen hui asked them if they were correct or not... But when we took our tickets out to show them, OMG! We were in the wrong room! Bumped into kai ting they all after leaving the room...THEN kai ting's mum said that she gave us the wrong tickets! We were surpose to be on row G!
Watched a korea movie called 'sector 7' qi gek dao~ the female actress TOTALY LENG LUI AR! So yeng! She acts in secret garden too! So gonna chase it! But sector 7 damn creepy, at scary parts, i held on to pei kee xD
Had to part after that :( so sad ar... My sis had her own party... Surprisingly, my dad allowed me to walk around midvalley with my friens!! Sadly, we alrealdy parted, but surprisingly (again) we met each other! Yay! Made to happen :) yen nie xiao jie, i love LOVE L.O.V.E you ALOT! Haha xD you said that you had no mood after leaving me xD now happy liao loh xD went shopping around with yen nie, pei kee, wen hui and yi pei xD FUN LEH! You wanna know whats funnier? When i was walking in jusco, a kid suddenly felt face down infront of me! OMG! Then wen hui said im so bad cuz i make them fall and im like nah, their just like saluting me xD it happened to THREE kids leh!
Dinner at teppanyaki xD SALTY FOOD when the guy was cooking, we were like, meaning how much salt he actualy added into it! Then he like added MORD STUFF! And we're like oh my~ SO HAPPIE! Before yi pei and pei kee left, i ran over to them shouting pei kee (at the restaurant) hugged her and yi pei then OMG! So happie! I got to kiss pei kee for the first time~!! She let me leh!! Kissed kai ting today morning too xD then wen hui and yen nie came over to my house~ talked so much! Can't wait to sleep over with them!!
Awww :( its the holidays... Well, its kinda shuang cuz theres no school... But i dont wanna leave my besties... T^T sad dou lah... Gonna miss all of you so much!!
Last of all, thank you God for the awesome day!! Greatest day ever!!
Photoes taken~~~ (don't know where to insert them HAHA)
The shirt I wore to dance in @@ sampat dou lah me~ number 136~~!!! Didn't get lucky draw T^T
My dress FOR THE DAY* (taking while everyone is getting ready ><)
Second shot~ GOCHA!
PEI KEE ARK! DESTROY THE PHOTO*&^%$*&^%%^&*#$%^&*
With beloved kai ting <3 pei kee said like wedding photo~
With pei kee~ CHEESE*
With yen nie with our dresses at the Wild Rice Restaurant...TOILET hahha~
Guess where this is? ON THE ESCALATOR! HAHAHA
Waiting for wen hui to try on her clothes~ (so lonnnngggg)
With Pei Kee at the cinema buying popcorn YUM YUM!!!!
With yen nie :) so leng lui <3
With yen nie :) SHOPPING!
With yi pei while shopping :)Night people~ sorry for the late photo upload yar xD
Friday, October 21, 2011
LAST DAY!!!!
HORAYYY!!!! Last day of EXAMSSS!!!! BEGINING OF HOLIDAYSSSS!!!! WEEE~!~!~!~!~!~! kinda over-joyed much? What to do...? BM exam was EPIC rain kept splashing in through the windows~ lei yun cacat... only her window can't ne closed MUAHAHHAHAH!!!!Tomorrow is MTM~ bought a dresss~~~~ EPIC LOOKING FOR A DRESS LA WEIH~ PHEW~ (texting with ivan the whole timeat midvalley :P )
First dress I tried on.... Quite nice.... But parents didn't let....
Same dress but different colour :) the colour seems better right?
Third try.... NICE LA WEIH PURPLE (who said I looked po-ma ar?)
Like the cutting, looks AWFUL and WEIRD on me
Simple :) at nichii
Elegant leh? Not quite suitable....
FINAL PICK!!!! I'm going in this shirt :) WEEE~!~!~!~!
First dress I tried on.... Quite nice.... But parents didn't let....
Same dress but different colour :) the colour seems better right?
Third try.... NICE LA WEIH PURPLE (who said I looked po-ma ar?)
Like the cutting, looks AWFUL and WEIRD on me
Simple :) at nichii
Elegant leh? Not quite suitable....
FINAL PICK!!!! I'm going in this shirt :) WEEE~!~!~!~! Saw a senior at nichii, she was in the dressing room next to me~
Wen't for shoe shopping~
Then.... time to go home!!!!! LEGS ACHING!!!! OUCH!!!!
Hope I enjoy tomorrows MTM :) night people~ lazy to type with the computer~ I rather the phoneee!!! HAHAHHAHAH~ T.T.F.N
(I suck at cam whore~ don't blame meee HAHAHHA my phone sucks)
Thursday, October 20, 2011
anything can happen
- (too longgg...so abit cacat lah and phone problem so it should have been last night post...)
LAST.....second.....DAY OF EXAMMMMM!!! English and Malay tomorrow...
# day one surviving without my maid
Nah! Im not that weak, i can cope with housework people! Haha...
Studying geography like SOT and didn't end up touching science...PLEASE DONT MAKE ME FLUNK SCIENCE
Rushing on the performance on mtm~ its on saturday, man! It costs rm50 and the place IS NOT EVEN IN MIDVALLEY AND WE HAVE TO WEAR A DRESS! Man! Hate it! Been five years since i last wore a dress...apart from school uniform... Special thanks to yuin qing for lending me her dresses appreacite it very much~ if i can't manage to find a dress on friday, i'll wear yours ON A ROCKET NOW!! ZOOM!! Haha... Ended up talking about disney channel songs and movies their movies are awesome la weih, so romantic and their theme songs rock BIG MISTAKE this is why i didn't quite get to study for science =.= which was so freaking... I dont know how to explain...its not hard.HARD i just didn't know how to answer them...
Geography? Easy peasy! Plently of form1 questions came out, didn't have the confidence of picking the answer, prayed to God and flipped my eraser, it worked! Did it over and over again, being more and more confident about my answers, trust God to give the answers praise God for helping me, thank you so much
Going to the movies with beloved kai ting and pei kee on saturday!! Watching The THING horror movie, gonna sit next to pei kee like the last time, buahahahaha! Gonna take plenty of photoes on saturday~ CANT WAIT MAN!
Now, to some of my personal thoughts...
Getting over you has been the most hurtful and pain event throughout my whole 14 years, but now, knowing that i have gotten over you, it makes me notice how much stronger i am surviving all that pain you caused. But you on the other hand, you have tried and still is trying to hide and run away from problems you practically don't know how to solve them, unlike me, i overcome them. Now, i accept the fact you two are together, i've finally let go, now i know, your not the only important person to me i'm proudly gonna announce that i am totally through with you! Take that you bastard! Im finally getting tired... Im tired of you treating me like a replacement gift...
Days, weeks, months, i have tried to get over you, maybe it did work, but not fully, i get jealous when you are with her, i get upset when i notice that you care for her more, but now, i know that we are not ment for each other... We are destined to part different ways with hurtful memories that stay with me, blinded as i am, i believed in your lies, i trusted you, and you broke that trust, you left me alone, now i truly know what i am... You are surprised how i can look at you two being together in the eye right? Yes, i give up, im raising the white flag. In this 'competition' three of us are holding on to 'cloud nine', but it would never have progress if no one lets go... And now, im letting go, im not a sore loser, you might say how 'play' i am but seriously, think and say for yourself... Im tired of this battle, its not getting me anywhere anyway, why should i continue to hold on?
Our story is like a no-ending love story, not to mean that our love will go on and on forever, it means that we will never be together in the end, we have NO ending together, yes, i have accepted that fact, say anything you want bastard. Thanks to you, you ruined my life, you made me lose so much water in my body, i regret the day meeting you...but honestly, i thank you, i thank you for teaching me how to look at people's true colours, how to get back up when your pushed down, you've trained me how to get stronger day by day, you made me realised how many friends i have to support me and help me through times of difficulty... yes i thank you
Maybe when we were together, you might have loved me, but just then, for that split second, and it ended, just like that. Forcing isn't a way to solve problems, so im letting you go, to the person you truly love. At that time, you loved me, cuz theres a saying that you true love can't be 'faked', and theres no way that you can fake love that is not-true (if you get what i mean) If you loved me, you wouldn't hurt me, but now you hurt me, so you obviously hurt me... Here, i wish the both of you happiness with each other for the next half of your lives. But remember, God watches what we do, and i know one day you will be hurt badly, just you wait for your turn... And then, it will be just too late to turn back time...
A lil' tip to heart-broken singles, don't get mad when you see your ex with another person, our parents had always taught us to give away our old toys to the less fortune Waiting for the next person to come along~ but maybe, i won't be ready yet...not just yet...
New day, new start goodnight everyone, after tomorrow, free for a week!!
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
I.CAN.FEEL.MY.HEART.BEAT!
MY.HEART.PUMPS.BLOOD.SO.FAST.AND.BEAT.LIKE.ITS.THE.DRUMS.THESE.FEW.DAYS! Man i gotta learn how to chillax~ EXAM.EXAM.EXAM! Man oh man oh man! Thinking to myself why am i still posting this freaking blog post? Oh well~ bored of studying history....
GG KIA! kh today and i totaly am gonna flunk it! I got the first question wrong and did careless mistakes! How could i put bank as cash?! URRG! Anyway, art was a total desaster, MAN THERE WASN'T ENOUGH TIME! If art was the last paper of the last day...WOOPIE! Then today would be the last freaking day of exams!! BUT.DREAMS.DONT.COME.TRUE.WHEN.IT.COMES.TO.EXAMS! Gambateh michelle! 3 MORE DAYS TILL RELAXXX~ Luckily for me, kaiting was there to help me finish my 'ending' part of the art exam~ praying hard to God so that I dont make any more mistakes in KH T^T
History and...CHINESE TOMORROW! Omg! Worst subject of all! Chinese!!! Oh man oh man oh man! Haizz... No matter what, I gotta finish studying history tonight, luckily, studied it two weeks back ;p HAHA! Concentrate! Hungreeee..... Okay, seriously I gotta go...
But before that, SATURDAY IS MTM AND I HAVENT GOT A DRESS TO WEAR! Double dose of panic attack!!
Okay, thats all i seriously seriously gotta go... And omg! I just heard three taps coming from the window!!! FREAKING OUT NOW! Protect me God :)
Now, im....GETTING OUTTA HERE! Byezs~!!
GG KIA! kh today and i totaly am gonna flunk it! I got the first question wrong and did careless mistakes! How could i put bank as cash?! URRG! Anyway, art was a total desaster, MAN THERE WASN'T ENOUGH TIME! If art was the last paper of the last day...WOOPIE! Then today would be the last freaking day of exams!! BUT.DREAMS.DONT.COME.TRUE.WHEN.IT.COMES.TO.EXAMS! Gambateh michelle! 3 MORE DAYS TILL RELAXXX~ Luckily for me, kaiting was there to help me finish my 'ending' part of the art exam~ praying hard to God so that I dont make any more mistakes in KH T^T
History and...CHINESE TOMORROW! Omg! Worst subject of all! Chinese!!! Oh man oh man oh man! Haizz... No matter what, I gotta finish studying history tonight, luckily, studied it two weeks back ;p HAHA! Concentrate! Hungreeee..... Okay, seriously I gotta go...
But before that, SATURDAY IS MTM AND I HAVENT GOT A DRESS TO WEAR! Double dose of panic attack!!
Okay, thats all i seriously seriously gotta go... And omg! I just heard three taps coming from the window!!! FREAKING OUT NOW! Protect me God :)
Now, im....GETTING OUTTA HERE! Byezs~!!
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Complication :(
Not feeling quite alright... Hais... Things got outta control much? Such a tiny thing blew up, so thanks to me obviously for blowing it up...
What to do? I don't know myself, the biggest problem about me is that I bottle up most things inside of me, well, I dont want people to like say I'm annoying them or stuff like that... Or replying a really short message after I like told them so much... I mean- I'm wierd... What to do? I don't know myself or what that went wrong...
What am I surpose to do now? If I told someone about someone else, it would be bad-mouthing someone else right? Maybe you guys are right, maybe I cant see the light in my life cuz I only look and think of darkness which blocks the light outta my life. Yea, how am I surpose to taste sweetness in my life if I dont know what bitterness taste likes cuz you can only taste sweetness in life after bitterness or-how-ever-you-say-it~ that post came out to almost hundred comments man...
Friends? Do I even have any? Maybe, maybe I do, i just don't know if their there for me, all the time, mistakes make us stronger, but would friends help me even when the whole world is against us? How many of you would stand up for me? However you treat me would be however I treat yot, so please, don't blame me for treating you bad or anything, you started it... If i started, i would apologise, but after thinking about em, and if it aint my fault at getting you annoyed at me..... Hais, okay, i admit, I dont know how to express myself in words, yes, i'm weak in that... But if you really know, you would have get what I tried to tell.......
On my 9th fairy tail episode alrealdy~ phew! Erza~ why do you have to be so leng lui <3 crazy over anime~ its 5 minutes past midnight according to my clock as im typing it, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! I LOVE YOU! Though i gek you all the time... Tomorrow, my blogpost will be about you daddy~
Hais, i hope everything will be back to normal after a good night's sleep~ now...if i could just lose all my memory in a nights time <3 nah...rather not.
Before i'm gonna end my blogpost, i just wanna say thankyou God for making my hard situations and times easier than other people who suffer out there in the world, for all the truthful friends out there, for teachers especially my tuition center teachers, for my family who loves me. Thank you God, i will appreciate all of them throughout my life time :)
A new day, a new start, new hope, sleep time, nites
What to do? I don't know myself, the biggest problem about me is that I bottle up most things inside of me, well, I dont want people to like say I'm annoying them or stuff like that... Or replying a really short message after I like told them so much... I mean- I'm wierd... What to do? I don't know myself or what that went wrong...
What am I surpose to do now? If I told someone about someone else, it would be bad-mouthing someone else right? Maybe you guys are right, maybe I cant see the light in my life cuz I only look and think of darkness which blocks the light outta my life. Yea, how am I surpose to taste sweetness in my life if I dont know what bitterness taste likes cuz you can only taste sweetness in life after bitterness or-how-ever-you-say-it~ that post came out to almost hundred comments man...
Friends? Do I even have any? Maybe, maybe I do, i just don't know if their there for me, all the time, mistakes make us stronger, but would friends help me even when the whole world is against us? How many of you would stand up for me? However you treat me would be however I treat yot, so please, don't blame me for treating you bad or anything, you started it... If i started, i would apologise, but after thinking about em, and if it aint my fault at getting you annoyed at me..... Hais, okay, i admit, I dont know how to express myself in words, yes, i'm weak in that... But if you really know, you would have get what I tried to tell.......
On my 9th fairy tail episode alrealdy~ phew! Erza~ why do you have to be so leng lui <3 crazy over anime~ its 5 minutes past midnight according to my clock as im typing it, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! I LOVE YOU! Though i gek you all the time... Tomorrow, my blogpost will be about you daddy~
Hais, i hope everything will be back to normal after a good night's sleep~ now...if i could just lose all my memory in a nights time <3 nah...rather not.
Before i'm gonna end my blogpost, i just wanna say thankyou God for making my hard situations and times easier than other people who suffer out there in the world, for all the truthful friends out there, for teachers especially my tuition center teachers, for my family who loves me. Thank you God, i will appreciate all of them throughout my life time :)
A new day, a new start, new hope, sleep time, nites
Friday, October 14, 2011
i'mma gonner...
Today....chinese....omg....raining so heavily when taking chinese exams....okay, after writing the essay, I'm like, what the? The first paragraph is like exactly the same as the second, third and forth... Hais... The the wind blew away my question paper~ ended up in the drain... Wen't down to look for it, but didn't bother to pick it up, as if God was telling me that its useless, I'm a gonner.... Moral was whatever~ i dont care anymore...
Back to some of my personal thoughts, I kinda realised that my existance ruins everyone's life, I ruin happiness and bring sadness... I make people misarable... I hurt people... I created negativity for people... I'm sorry, for everything, stop anything and everything that involves me, I'm a gonner, I'm a sore loser... I'm a faliure... I'm nothing... Just a piece of trash...
I never knew that I would hurt you... Always thought you could take jokes, I looked back on these few days and the attitude I treated you, yea, I was really horrible PLUS terrible, I suck, I'm sorry, I take back everything, I can't turn back time, I can't change myself... Kinda felt like crying when I was typing this post, cuz you are someone I love, the bestest friend I have ever had in my entire life... And I don't wanna ruin our relationship... I'm sorry...
I'm a terrible person... I know that... What to do? What can I do? I suck, I'm not awesome... The best thing about me... Is that I am great in hiding the truth... The more you see me smile, the more unhappy I am, the more you see me laugh, thats how much I'm dying inside... When you see me emo, you know that I'm dead and my heart stopped beating... Now, I reached my bottom line, God, help me, now, I dont know what to do anymore...
Rain... Wash my tears away...
Wind... Blow me away...
Thunderstorm... Take me away...
Take me away from making people suffer... I deserve no mercy... I don't deserve to live...
Send me away with the words of a love song... NAH~ I'll leave... With "I'm sorry" written to everyone... Sorry (for) everyTHin....... If you get what I mean...
Back to some of my personal thoughts, I kinda realised that my existance ruins everyone's life, I ruin happiness and bring sadness... I make people misarable... I hurt people... I created negativity for people... I'm sorry, for everything, stop anything and everything that involves me, I'm a gonner, I'm a sore loser... I'm a faliure... I'm nothing... Just a piece of trash...
I never knew that I would hurt you... Always thought you could take jokes, I looked back on these few days and the attitude I treated you, yea, I was really horrible PLUS terrible, I suck, I'm sorry, I take back everything, I can't turn back time, I can't change myself... Kinda felt like crying when I was typing this post, cuz you are someone I love, the bestest friend I have ever had in my entire life... And I don't wanna ruin our relationship... I'm sorry...
I'm a terrible person... I know that... What to do? What can I do? I suck, I'm not awesome... The best thing about me... Is that I am great in hiding the truth... The more you see me smile, the more unhappy I am, the more you see me laugh, thats how much I'm dying inside... When you see me emo, you know that I'm dead and my heart stopped beating... Now, I reached my bottom line, God, help me, now, I dont know what to do anymore...
Rain... Wash my tears away...
Wind... Blow me away...
Thunderstorm... Take me away...
Take me away from making people suffer... I deserve no mercy... I don't deserve to live...
Send me away with the words of a love song... NAH~ I'll leave... With "I'm sorry" written to everyone... Sorry (for) everyTHin....... If you get what I mean...
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Double KILL!
I felt like I just had a HUGE FAIL in my life... First, science paper two killed me, THEN AFTER ALL THE BAD MOOD AND STUFF STILL GOT PEOPLE COME LAN CI ME! DOUBLE TORTURE! Haiz... Couldn't remember much about Science..........
Then the next...... Okay, I have no idea how to express math.....but i gotta tell you, the teacher was so 'awesome' she wrote all the equations and formula's infront. THEN, THE KILL COMES, MOST OF THEM WERE USELESS! Math killed me, it destroyed my sole, it made me slap myself so many times at school, it made me wanna go watch panaroma three and get a heart attack! Math, I'm sorry, I used to love you, but I dont anymore :( 2 minutes before the exam ended, the whole class was like....TUT* oh my gawd! GG.COM/2-DAY-EXAM/SMKSS-2@11
But so what if your awesome in school? Dosn't mean that you get first in school you are gonna be a sucessful person when you grow up? Maybe, people who used to lan ci me be my worker? I might be a designer? Manager? Cook? CEO? Who knows? Maybe, I could create something that might change the world? I don't know, but it all starts now, both on studies, creativity, frienship, relationship, kind heart, and the most important thing is to believe in God, yes, God planns and creates everything, so I thank you God for giving me an awesome life :)
Bye people! Good luck to those who are taking exams~ chinese tomorrow T^T triple kill!
Then the next...... Okay, I have no idea how to express math.....but i gotta tell you, the teacher was so 'awesome' she wrote all the equations and formula's infront. THEN, THE KILL COMES, MOST OF THEM WERE USELESS! Math killed me, it destroyed my sole, it made me slap myself so many times at school, it made me wanna go watch panaroma three and get a heart attack! Math, I'm sorry, I used to love you, but I dont anymore :( 2 minutes before the exam ended, the whole class was like....TUT* oh my gawd! GG.COM/2-DAY-EXAM/SMKSS-2@11
But so what if your awesome in school? Dosn't mean that you get first in school you are gonna be a sucessful person when you grow up? Maybe, people who used to lan ci me be my worker? I might be a designer? Manager? Cook? CEO? Who knows? Maybe, I could create something that might change the world? I don't know, but it all starts now, both on studies, creativity, frienship, relationship, kind heart, and the most important thing is to believe in God, yes, God planns and creates everything, so I thank you God for giving me an awesome life :)
Bye people! Good luck to those who are taking exams~ chinese tomorrow T^T triple kill!
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Battle between paper and pen!
Today~ PANICK!! Exam!! Omg! What ever, can't change back time, no point crying over spilt milk~ what to do~
LALALALALALALALALALALALA~
Haven't even got used to going back to school and its exam......hais......first time in my entire lifeeee man T^T At least I saw my beloved friendsss <3 miss you guys so so so so de muchie!!!
Ended up the first thing you guys said when you saw me is that my face has pimples! Ohmy~!! Nevermind, cuz if I was a cheeta, they would be my spots and a cheeta is proud of its spots xD
Instead of studying during perhimpunan, we were talking about crap and MOVIES! Yea! So wanna go watch so many movies now >.< smurf, abduction, dream house, final fantasy 5, the thing, sleeping beauty, pirrana 2, breaking dawn (some are coming to the cinema) omg~ one horror movie made a person get a heart attack after the movie, ohmy~ SCARY >.< some dramas too leh~ like a show called only you and an anime called fairy tail~ everyday i use dad iphone to watch....so zadao wan =.=
Then exam came~ luuuu...english first, the batter of pens and papers began~ wrote till my hand wanna putus alrealdy T^T my summary GG.COM oredy~ extra 17 words man! Epic FAIL!!!
BM DOUBLE FAIL! At first my ringkasan was too short, so I tried to add words... Same to my karangan pendek DOUBLE FAIL, i didn't cound the words and in the end I kinda simply wrote the words :( was so so so afraid that I would 'terpesong' then it would be a triple FAIL~
But praise God, cuz when I couldn't think of words to write, I prayed and there, after a few seconds, I had my word, God is awesome :)
Off to studying science! Bye~ hungry now man!
LALALALALALALALALALALALA~
Haven't even got used to going back to school and its exam......hais......first time in my entire lifeeee man T^T At least I saw my beloved friendsss <3 miss you guys so so so so de muchie!!!
Ended up the first thing you guys said when you saw me is that my face has pimples! Ohmy~!! Nevermind, cuz if I was a cheeta, they would be my spots and a cheeta is proud of its spots xD
Instead of studying during perhimpunan, we were talking about crap and MOVIES! Yea! So wanna go watch so many movies now >.< smurf, abduction, dream house, final fantasy 5, the thing, sleeping beauty, pirrana 2, breaking dawn (some are coming to the cinema) omg~ one horror movie made a person get a heart attack after the movie, ohmy~ SCARY >.< some dramas too leh~ like a show called only you and an anime called fairy tail~ everyday i use dad iphone to watch....so zadao wan =.=
Then exam came~ luuuu...english first, the batter of pens and papers began~ wrote till my hand wanna putus alrealdy T^T my summary GG.COM oredy~ extra 17 words man! Epic FAIL!!!
BM DOUBLE FAIL! At first my ringkasan was too short, so I tried to add words... Same to my karangan pendek DOUBLE FAIL, i didn't cound the words and in the end I kinda simply wrote the words :( was so so so afraid that I would 'terpesong' then it would be a triple FAIL~
But praise God, cuz when I couldn't think of words to write, I prayed and there, after a few seconds, I had my word, God is awesome :)
Off to studying science! Bye~ hungry now man!
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Midnight PANICK!
Okay look, it's a day before school starts and as you all know, I have been longing to go back to school right? WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ But not this time, yea you heard of loud and clear NOT THIS TIME! Why? Cuz tomorrow is EXAM!
Kinda afraid as its the night before exam~ PANICKING NOW! Haven't quite studied much...what I have been doing is reading another book inside of my books, yea, faceBOOK~!! But who said you can't study with facebook on? Not really but today, facebook really saved me... Needed english notes and luckily a friend (i need to tell who you are righ?) helped me ON FACEBOOK see? Facebook is kinda good for last minute job~
Few minutes ago I got more english notes thanks to a few friends~ them studied em under my blankie so so so so so so dann hard man... My neck could have cracked, well, he your wondering why, you obviously don't know how I'm sleeping~ hahahahahahahaha
By the way, good luck to all sentosa students for tomorrow's exam! Especially all my besties good luck for the exam yar! Let's get into the same class together next year too!
That's all for my midnight post~ gonna go rest now... Signing OUT! Bye all!
Kinda afraid as its the night before exam~ PANICKING NOW! Haven't quite studied much...what I have been doing is reading another book inside of my books, yea, faceBOOK~!! But who said you can't study with facebook on? Not really but today, facebook really saved me... Needed english notes and luckily a friend (i need to tell who you are righ?) helped me ON FACEBOOK see? Facebook is kinda good for last minute job~
Few minutes ago I got more english notes thanks to a few friends~ them studied em under my blankie so so so so so so dann hard man... My neck could have cracked, well, he your wondering why, you obviously don't know how I'm sleeping~ hahahahahahahaha
By the way, good luck to all sentosa students for tomorrow's exam! Especially all my besties good luck for the exam yar! Let's get into the same class together next year too!
That's all for my midnight post~ gonna go rest now... Signing OUT! Bye all!
Monday, October 10, 2011
生命中的三个人、你会选谁？
第1个人，一直哭着不要你走，一直拉着你的手说会想你，约定每天打电话;然后回家继续游戏。
第2个人，帮你收拾行李，替你做早饭，送你到机场。说：一路顺风！然后回去工作。
第3个人，默默的在远方看着你，几乎看不见他的存在。可他时时刻刻想念着你，为你担心; 每天习惯的想你入梦。
当我们回来时，你会怎么做？
给第1个人，买很多礼物。和他一起出去吃饭，一起玩;看到他会开心，连天空的颜色也变的多彩。
给第2个人，一个拥抱。和他在家吃他为你做的饭，一起洗碗;会为他的升职而开心，为有他陪伴而庆幸。
给第3个人，一个礼貌的微笑。说：Hi，我回来了。然后不知道如何表达。
当我们失去他的时候，你会怎么样？
失去第1个人，我们会觉得生活失去了色彩，混沉沉的过着;然后在某个地方再遇到新的色彩，开始新的生活。
失去第2个人，我们会觉得失去了依靠，没有了关爱;然后吃过很多补品，恢复原来的样子。
失去第3个人，开始没有感觉。可会在一天里，发现围绕在自己身边的爱没有了，永远无法弥补;
现在你知道了吗？
第1种感情，是孩子的，朋友的，瞬间的。
第2种感情，是爱人的，朋友的，亲人的。
第3种感情，是父母的，知己的，永久的。
现在你明白了吗？
第1种，付出的是语言。
第2种，付出的是时间。
第3种，付出的是生命。
没有哪个最好，因为3种我们都需要。
没有哪个是10全10美，因为我们是人。
只有懂得把握的人，才是幸福
Credits to 愛、文章
第2个人，帮你收拾行李，替你做早饭，送你到机场。说：一路顺风！然后回去工作。
第3个人，默默的在远方看着你，几乎看不见他的存在。可他时时刻刻想念着你，为你担心; 每天习惯的想你入梦。
当我们回来时，你会怎么做？
给第1个人，买很多礼物。和他一起出去吃饭，一起玩;看到他会开心，连天空的颜色也变的多彩。
给第2个人，一个拥抱。和他在家吃他为你做的饭，一起洗碗;会为他的升职而开心，为有他陪伴而庆幸。
给第3个人，一个礼貌的微笑。说：Hi，我回来了。然后不知道如何表达。
当我们失去他的时候，你会怎么样？
失去第1个人，我们会觉得生活失去了色彩，混沉沉的过着;然后在某个地方再遇到新的色彩，开始新的生活。
失去第2个人，我们会觉得失去了依靠，没有了关爱;然后吃过很多补品，恢复原来的样子。
失去第3个人，开始没有感觉。可会在一天里，发现围绕在自己身边的爱没有了，永远无法弥补;
现在你知道了吗？
第1种感情，是孩子的，朋友的，瞬间的。
第2种感情，是爱人的，朋友的，亲人的。
第3种感情，是父母的，知己的，永久的。
现在你明白了吗？
第1种，付出的是语言。
第2种，付出的是时间。
第3种，付出的是生命。
没有哪个最好，因为3种我们都需要。
没有哪个是10全10美，因为我们是人。
只有懂得把握的人，才是幸福
Credits to 愛、文章
Saturday, October 8, 2011
STUDY!
It's a Sunday!!! Should be fun right? SO NOT! Exams around the corner and I haven't finish studyin...SHARKS!
Studying Geography...
YAY! Chocolate while studying~ (ignore my hair and the eyebags, especialy the eyebags, they got worst after studying)
Going to English classes soon... Can't wait for the exams to end~ haiz... C'MON TIME, PAST FASTER!!! Btw, I'm gonna name my bro's first child xD when he has one, can't wait! hahaha~ XD
By the way, malangnya today, you know what happened? I clipped my pinky finger in a drawer. W0W thats not much of a big deal right? SO WRONG, i clipped it in a drawer with all the porcelain and glass bowls of all shapes n sizes, just the last finger kay? Now, for those who have came to my house... Will be going OUCH man... STILL freaking pain!
Going now~ byebye!
Going to English classes soon... Can't wait for the exams to end~ haiz... C'MON TIME, PAST FASTER!!! Btw, I'm gonna name my bro's first child xD when he has one, can't wait! hahaha~ XD
By the way, malangnya today, you know what happened? I clipped my pinky finger in a drawer. W0W thats not much of a big deal right? SO WRONG, i clipped it in a drawer with all the porcelain and glass bowls of all shapes n sizes, just the last finger kay? Now, for those who have came to my house... Will be going OUCH man... STILL freaking pain!
Going now~ byebye!
i-dont-really-know-what-i'm-talking-about-but-i-hope-you-do xD
Rain rain go away come again another day~ been raining alot quite recently~ raining now actualy, few more minuted to midnight DANG~ thats then the clock struks midnight (or how ever you say it) according to my clock NOW, not the blog's clock, it kinda got koo-koo?¿ If you know what I mean...
Okay~ life...is life. We live our life, we do stuff, make choices, we may be able to control life, BUT destiny is destiny, and we can't deny it... Someone today* told me that why make myself mad and being miserable? Why not just stay happy? You-know-who-you-are sent me something-a picture saying: Life is too short to wake up with regrets. Love the people who treats you right and forget those who don't. Believe that everything happened for a reason. If you have a chance- take it. If it changed your life-let it. No one said that life would be easy, they just promised that its worth it. Yea, thank you for telling me this, you changed my mind...
I'mma girl who is super sensitive, to any matter, only that I try to hide what I really feel, trying to lock it all up in my heart, so far, not many, even no one, knows my real life, what that really happened to me in my life... True, I wanna write about my personal life, but wouldn't it be too personal for me to write it online? So, I choose not to... My parents dont know, YET, that I have a blog... Not planning on telling em that I have one... Till I'm older, so I hope you guys wont let out my secret xD
Anyway, back to the main topic, which-im-not-really-sure-what-it-is~
Okay, so I'm living an ordinary life... in the fun way, but, dosn't really seem to be that in actual fact, I face troubles, alot of them, difficulties, failour, but, I try my best to stay positive and all... Looking strong and happy on the outside, breaking into a million pieces and crying oceans of tears on the inside... Oh well, this is life. It has been planned the way God wan'ts it, for any reason for anything, but, even with all the emotions, suffering, hardest time, I thank you God for showing me the way, for letting me find the right friend, for letting me know the truth, even for breaking my heart to pull me back onto the right track. Oh yea babe, I was born this way, and I like the way I am. So accept me for who I am, don't make me who I am NOT, cuz I don't like it. I will treat you however you treat me, so... Sendiri tahu buat apa-apa lah xD
Out of the topic-. Freaking mosquitoes stop biting me! Thats all, night people~!!
Okay~ life...is life. We live our life, we do stuff, make choices, we may be able to control life, BUT destiny is destiny, and we can't deny it... Someone today* told me that why make myself mad and being miserable? Why not just stay happy? You-know-who-you-are sent me something-a picture saying: Life is too short to wake up with regrets. Love the people who treats you right and forget those who don't. Believe that everything happened for a reason. If you have a chance- take it. If it changed your life-let it. No one said that life would be easy, they just promised that its worth it. Yea, thank you for telling me this, you changed my mind...
I'mma girl who is super sensitive, to any matter, only that I try to hide what I really feel, trying to lock it all up in my heart, so far, not many, even no one, knows my real life, what that really happened to me in my life... True, I wanna write about my personal life, but wouldn't it be too personal for me to write it online? So, I choose not to... My parents dont know, YET, that I have a blog... Not planning on telling em that I have one... Till I'm older, so I hope you guys wont let out my secret xD
Anyway, back to the main topic, which-im-not-really-sure-what-it-is~
Okay, so I'm living an ordinary life... in the fun way, but, dosn't really seem to be that in actual fact, I face troubles, alot of them, difficulties, failour, but, I try my best to stay positive and all... Looking strong and happy on the outside, breaking into a million pieces and crying oceans of tears on the inside... Oh well, this is life. It has been planned the way God wan'ts it, for any reason for anything, but, even with all the emotions, suffering, hardest time, I thank you God for showing me the way, for letting me find the right friend, for letting me know the truth, even for breaking my heart to pull me back onto the right track. Oh yea babe, I was born this way, and I like the way I am. So accept me for who I am, don't make me who I am NOT, cuz I don't like it. I will treat you however you treat me, so... Sendiri tahu buat apa-apa lah xD
Out of the topic-. Freaking mosquitoes stop biting me! Thats all, night people~!!
Friday, October 7, 2011
Hell time?
Hey people~ its 4 more days to EXAM and has been 7 days in hell. Can it get any worst? I hope not, cuz this IS THE WORST OF ALL! At home, facing the books, but, I feel so sorry that I'm not actualy studying when I'm surpose to... Cuz it's facebook facebook facebook blogger blogger blogger for me~ whoa, bad much?
Its gonna be 10 more days till exams end... Conclusion: 7+4+10=21 days in hell and only a week past, ISH_. Math geek? NAH! I'm doing math till I cry T^T what to do? Its the final and most importan exam...
At least theres a week off after the exams, REAX TIME! And after that, BOOM! Study again.... WHY? Thanks to PMR which is coming up next year! Enough of the exams and studies. MTM is coming up~ I SO HOPE that what we planned for MTM will work~ praying so hard~ please hear my prayers God :) if it goes as planned, it will be TOTALY EPIC!
By the way, after exams, I'm gonna 'renovate' my blog! To what you ask? Just you see xD
Thats all for now~
Its gonna be 10 more days till exams end... Conclusion: 7+4+10=21 days in hell and only a week past, ISH_. Math geek? NAH! I'm doing math till I cry T^T what to do? Its the final and most importan exam...
At least theres a week off after the exams, REAX TIME! And after that, BOOM! Study again.... WHY? Thanks to PMR which is coming up next year! Enough of the exams and studies. MTM is coming up~ I SO HOPE that what we planned for MTM will work~ praying so hard~ please hear my prayers God :) if it goes as planned, it will be TOTALY EPIC!
By the way, after exams, I'm gonna 'renovate' my blog! To what you ask? Just you see xD
Thats all for now~
Thursday, October 6, 2011
是不是等我离开了、你才会感动?
某一天，你拨我的电话号码，语音告诉你我已经停机。你会不会难过?
某一天，你的手机不再频繁的响起，你会不会不停的等待?
某一天，你的FB，不再有人可怜兮兮的说你好吗？你有没有好好吃饭，有没有好好照顾自己。你会不会不停的期盼?
某一天，不再有人无论是深夜还是白天都坐在电脑旁等待着你上线，等待着可以打电话给你，你会不会失落?
如果真的到了那样的一天，我还是希望你有一点点的难过，一点点的失落，一点点的想我。
只要有一点点关于我的记忆就好，真的只要一点点就好。
某一天，你打开电脑，我的头像变成了永远的灰色，不要说我不守承诺，那是我感觉到累了，倦了，也真的受伤了。
某一天，你的生活中没有了我，请记住我对你的好,我的宽容。
你要记得，我们虽然在地球的不同角落，但是我们头上顶着同一片蓝天。
某一天，你的记忆中没有了我，不要忘记我们在一起的每一分每一秒，不要忘记我喜欢什么，讨厌什么。
而我无论如何都不会忘记任何一个关于你记忆的片断，你习惯什么，反感什么。
感情世界里，没有“公平”两个字，我不会计较这些，我们在一起的时间，会是我这辈子里最美丽的回忆。
我还要你记得答应过我什么，许诺过我什么。
如果有一天，你叹气的时候我不再去安慰你，你难过的时候不再陪你一起难过，心碎的时候不再去陪你一起心碎。
那是我真的绝望了，真的心碎了，真的疲倦了。
因为有太多太多的时候，我都是装，总是装作无所谓，可是我真的不在乎吗?而你呢?会在乎我的一切吗?
可是我会很自责，会恨我自己，因为我做了一个不守承诺的人。
我懂，其实都是我不好，我不该出现在你的生活中，我只该做一个默默爱你的人，默默等你的人，默默想你的人。
可是我把一切一切都表现了出来。
你知道了，清楚了，了解了，最终感动了没有?
是不是等我离开了，你才会感动?
Credits to 愛、文章
某一天，你的手机不再频繁的响起，你会不会不停的等待?
某一天，你的FB，不再有人可怜兮兮的说你好吗？你有没有好好吃饭，有没有好好照顾自己。你会不会不停的期盼?
某一天，不再有人无论是深夜还是白天都坐在电脑旁等待着你上线，等待着可以打电话给你，你会不会失落?
如果真的到了那样的一天，我还是希望你有一点点的难过，一点点的失落，一点点的想我。
只要有一点点关于我的记忆就好，真的只要一点点就好。
某一天，你打开电脑，我的头像变成了永远的灰色，不要说我不守承诺，那是我感觉到累了，倦了，也真的受伤了。
某一天，你的生活中没有了我，请记住我对你的好,我的宽容。
你要记得，我们虽然在地球的不同角落，但是我们头上顶着同一片蓝天。
某一天，你的记忆中没有了我，不要忘记我们在一起的每一分每一秒，不要忘记我喜欢什么，讨厌什么。
而我无论如何都不会忘记任何一个关于你记忆的片断，你习惯什么，反感什么。
感情世界里，没有“公平”两个字，我不会计较这些，我们在一起的时间，会是我这辈子里最美丽的回忆。
我还要你记得答应过我什么，许诺过我什么。
如果有一天，你叹气的时候我不再去安慰你，你难过的时候不再陪你一起难过，心碎的时候不再去陪你一起心碎。
那是我真的绝望了，真的心碎了，真的疲倦了。
因为有太多太多的时候，我都是装，总是装作无所谓，可是我真的不在乎吗?而你呢?会在乎我的一切吗?
可是我会很自责，会恨我自己，因为我做了一个不守承诺的人。
我懂，其实都是我不好，我不该出现在你的生活中，我只该做一个默默爱你的人，默默等你的人，默默想你的人。
可是我把一切一切都表现了出来。
你知道了，清楚了，了解了，最终感动了没有?
是不是等我离开了，你才会感动?
Credits to 愛、文章
等一个人好累、爱一个人好苦、想一个人好痛……
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃
人生中有许多种爱，
但别让爱成为一种伤害！
有些缘分是注定要失去的
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的；
爱一个人不一定要拥有
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱他；
男人哭了
是因为他真的爱了！
女人哭了
是因为她真的放弃了！
如果真诚是一种伤害
我选择谎言；
如果谎言是一种伤害
我选择沉默；
如果沉默是一种伤害
我选择离开；
如果失去是苦
你怕不怕付出？
如果迷乱是苦
你会不会选择结束？
如果追求是苦
你会不会选择执迷不悟？
如果分离是苦
你要向谁倾诉？
好多事情都是后来才看清楚
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦
然而我已经找不到来时的路！
有一种爱 明明是深爱 却说不出来；
有一种爱 明明想放弃 却无法放弃；
有一种爱 明知是煎熬 却又躲不开；
有一种爱 明知无前路 心却早已收不会来！
Credits to 愛、文章
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃
人生中有许多种爱，
但别让爱成为一种伤害！
有些缘分是注定要失去的
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的；
爱一个人不一定要拥有
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱他；
男人哭了
是因为他真的爱了！
女人哭了
是因为她真的放弃了！
如果真诚是一种伤害
我选择谎言；
如果谎言是一种伤害
我选择沉默；
如果沉默是一种伤害
我选择离开；
如果失去是苦
你怕不怕付出？
如果迷乱是苦
你会不会选择结束？
如果追求是苦
你会不会选择执迷不悟？
如果分离是苦
你要向谁倾诉？
好多事情都是后来才看清楚
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦
然而我已经找不到来时的路！
有一种爱 明明是深爱 却说不出来；
有一种爱 明明想放弃 却无法放弃；
有一种爱 明知是煎熬 却又躲不开；
有一种爱 明知无前路 心却早已收不会来！
Credits to 愛、文章
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Thank you for painting my black-and-white life with colours of happiness. :)
Its my 40th post!! Hurrah! Never knew that I would make it....HAHA! Anyways, its the HOLIDAYS! BOO HOO T^T feeling so sad everyday. Why you ask? Cause I miss school. Yea, you don't need to check again, I MISS SCHOOL! Not just that, I miss all my buddies T^T Sharon, Pei Kee, Yen Nie, Tyng Hann, Kai Ting, Wen Hui, Kar Mun, Chaw En, Ivan, Ritchie I MISS YOU ALL SO SO SO MUCHIE! Life seems so bored without you guys, yea, all the fun times at school, yea THEIR SUPERB FUN TIMES! Call me crazy but the first thing I'm gonna do after school re-opens, I'm gonna huggggg you guys xDDDDDD (maybe not the guys haha)
Well yea, we fight, disagree, talk, laugh, go through almost everything together, share secrets, go crazy, parteh. If I didn't meet you guys, I wouldn't have lived life. Thanks to you guys, my black-and-white life is painted with colours of happiness I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH! Words can't express how much I love you guys~ thanks for everything, going through hard times with me, syok-ing with me, sampat-ing with me xD I may not remember everything we went through together, but you'll always be the sunshine that gives me power to stand up :)
As time goes by, people change, we choose different paths, we go different ways, but my memories with you guys will always stay within me. Years later, I still hope that we're friens, no matter in times of good or bad, we always stick by each other. Thank God for giving us this precious chance to meet each other, and pray that our friendship will always last no matter where we end up 10 year or more from now~
Good luck in every up coming exams and obsticles. Fight hard to get what we want. Together we can defeat any problem or obsticle.
So if any of you guys are getting married, I'm on the V.V.V.V.V.V.V.V.V.V.V.V.I.P seats okay? LOVE YOU GUYS! BUDDIES FOREVER :)
Well yea, we fight, disagree, talk, laugh, go through almost everything together, share secrets, go crazy, parteh. If I didn't meet you guys, I wouldn't have lived life. Thanks to you guys, my black-and-white life is painted with colours of happiness I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH! Words can't express how much I love you guys~ thanks for everything, going through hard times with me, syok-ing with me, sampat-ing with me xD I may not remember everything we went through together, but you'll always be the sunshine that gives me power to stand up :)
As time goes by, people change, we choose different paths, we go different ways, but my memories with you guys will always stay within me. Years later, I still hope that we're friens, no matter in times of good or bad, we always stick by each other. Thank God for giving us this precious chance to meet each other, and pray that our friendship will always last no matter where we end up 10 year or more from now~
Good luck in every up coming exams and obsticles. Fight hard to get what we want. Together we can defeat any problem or obsticle.
So if any of you guys are getting married, I'm on the V.V.V.V.V.V.V.V.V.V.V.V.I.P seats okay? LOVE YOU GUYS! BUDDIES FOREVER :)
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Folow your heart, even if its on the left its always right :)
Its TUESDAY! Hais... Lately, I have been suffering from lack of sunlight, the world, school and most importantly LIFE~ What to do? Its the holidays, or maybe- hell time. Wen't to the dentist today and I kinda made a joke outta myself. So my braces... It started to poke me on the left, but I told the doctor on the right, so she checked on the right side, obviously she said that there was nothing poking out on the right but on the left. The she was like do you know which one is right and which is left? And I said: oh, I was looking at the mirror HAHAHAHA she was laughing so badly!
Moral of the story: Listen to your heart, even if its on the left, its always right :)
Urrg... Night mare came.... My couz came to teach me KH walau eh! He taught me until...omg...i wanna cry alrealdy....hais...then science and chinese... You know what? In my family, the same generation shares the same likes and habits xD why? My mum and dad's generation thinks scraping stuff (cream or food or whatever) that sticks inside of a plastic box. My dad bought 100 yen for us, and you know what we did? We did the exactly same thing at (almost) the exactly same time, scrape off the ice (cream) and ate it xD
By the way, its my sister's first day at ms kok yay! I scared her man xD HAHA
Thats all~ yesterday, my blog didnt work on my phone after the url was changed, luckily, its okay now. CHEERS SHARON! After so loooooong the mix pod is updated~ yay! Lets celebrate xP bye all~
Moral of the story: Listen to your heart, even if its on the left, its always right :)
Urrg... Night mare came.... My couz came to teach me KH walau eh! He taught me until...omg...i wanna cry alrealdy....hais...then science and chinese... You know what? In my family, the same generation shares the same likes and habits xD why? My mum and dad's generation thinks scraping stuff (cream or food or whatever) that sticks inside of a plastic box. My dad bought 100 yen for us, and you know what we did? We did the exactly same thing at (almost) the exactly same time, scrape off the ice (cream) and ate it xD
By the way, its my sister's first day at ms kok yay! I scared her man xD HAHA
Thats all~ yesterday, my blog didnt work on my phone after the url was changed, luckily, its okay now. CHEERS SHARON! After so loooooong the mix pod is updated~ yay! Lets celebrate xP bye all~
Monday, October 3, 2011
Life~
Its tha holidays, lots of time, free time, nothing much to do. So I've been thinking a lil' bout life... Happy times, sad times, epic times (my best!) Past memories, bla bla bla.... Yea babe, life~
Life is a game, play it. Life is a race, run it. Life is giving, share it. Life is lost, find it. Life is sad, humor it..But life can't be forever so live it :)
There are up's and down's, million of tears, people to push us down, sadness, happiness, crazyness, obsticles, but you gotta know that this is life. Many people think that the world is unfair, well, yea, it is, some are rich, some are poor, some live like a princess, some get abused. But, you should never take things for granted, God can give it to you and take it back too. What you do is what you get, everything is made to happen by God. We can't control it, we can't fight it, but we can change, go as the flow, live as you are. There are millions of people out there suffering, some are starving, some are sick, some are working like theres no tomorrow!
A sucessful person makes his times of doubts into happy memories, I saw this quote on facebook and I really think its awesome. "A wise man sat in the audience and cracked a joke, everyone laughs like crazy. After awhile, he cracks the same joke again. This time less people laugh at his joke. He crackes his joke over and over again, and there was no more laughter from the audience, he smiled and said: you can't laught at the same joke over and over again, but why do you cry at the same thing over and over again?"
Whoever who wrote that is aweshumly smart and I totaly agree, we gotta learn to move forward to the future and forget about the past. What's done is done and is gone, we can't change the past, so why not just live happily towards the future?
Life is a game, play it. Life is a race, run it. Life is giving, share it. Life is lost, find it. Life is sad, humor it..But life can't be forever so live it :)
There are up's and down's, million of tears, people to push us down, sadness, happiness, crazyness, obsticles, but you gotta know that this is life. Many people think that the world is unfair, well, yea, it is, some are rich, some are poor, some live like a princess, some get abused. But, you should never take things for granted, God can give it to you and take it back too. What you do is what you get, everything is made to happen by God. We can't control it, we can't fight it, but we can change, go as the flow, live as you are. There are millions of people out there suffering, some are starving, some are sick, some are working like theres no tomorrow!
A sucessful person makes his times of doubts into happy memories, I saw this quote on facebook and I really think its awesome. "A wise man sat in the audience and cracked a joke, everyone laughs like crazy. After awhile, he cracks the same joke again. This time less people laugh at his joke. He crackes his joke over and over again, and there was no more laughter from the audience, he smiled and said: you can't laught at the same joke over and over again, but why do you cry at the same thing over and over again?"
Whoever who wrote that is aweshumly smart and I totaly agree, we gotta learn to move forward to the future and forget about the past. What's done is done and is gone, we can't change the past, so why not just live happily towards the future?
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Majlis B-O-R-I-N-G
Owhkay, its tha holidays and TWO more days to PMR students, gambateh you all! Not much to do, kinda stuck at home this whole week... Guess what? My sis went to camp for two days and the house is totaly....PEACE! But its kinda strange not having her around...
Oh well~ since its tha holidays, theres not much to do...kinda lifeless, sometimes, all the time, I dream, yea I dream EVERY SINGLE NIGHT but the funny thing is, I know I dream but when I wake up, I just don't remember anything...kinda annoying la weih...
English class was quite epic xD just for me, why? Coz when I was sleeping durin break, this girl took my hoodie (I was wearing it) and covered it all over my face infront of tha whole class! She was kinda sa-bo-taj-ing-miie! Whoa~ then I started tickling her, the whole class was laughing, including tha boys who were basically talking about this guy trying to chase another girl but failed xD By the way, during the class,the teacher asked what if I was raised up in an English-speaking country. I totaly wanted to answer 'if I was raised up in an english-speaking country, I wouldn't know how to use the word 'lah' or speak rojak language xDDDDD epic win!
Gonna go now~ thats all!
Oh well~ since its tha holidays, theres not much to do...kinda lifeless, sometimes, all the time, I dream, yea I dream EVERY SINGLE NIGHT but the funny thing is, I know I dream but when I wake up, I just don't remember anything...kinda annoying la weih...
English class was quite epic xD just for me, why? Coz when I was sleeping durin break, this girl took my hoodie (I was wearing it) and covered it all over my face infront of tha whole class! She was kinda sa-bo-taj-ing-miie! Whoa~ then I started tickling her, the whole class was laughing, including tha boys who were basically talking about this guy trying to chase another girl but failed xD By the way, during the class,the teacher asked what if I was raised up in an English-speaking country. I totaly wanted to answer 'if I was raised up in an english-speaking country, I wouldn't know how to use the word 'lah' or speak rojak language xDDDDD epic win!
Gonna go now~ thats all!