Thursday.THURSDAY!

Yippie!! Exciting day today! Well, its da last day of school.... ONLY UNTIL PMR ENDS... By the way, to all my form 3 friends, GAMBATEH for PMR! So the holidays starts and the.....NIGHT MARE BEGINS.... What nightmare you ask? Its our final exam AFTER the holidays, so... Yea, you know study.Study.STUDY time... That's no more outings and sunlight for the next whole week, HAIZ....

Anyways, fun day in school la weih! Today, we're surpose to memorise the chinese idioms cause pn wong was gonna ask us, and if we can't answer,we gotta sing a song! so we started to like, test-each-other OMG! It was so fun xD we actualy tebalik the idioms and tested wen hui, the best part was..... WE USED ENGLISH TO DIRECT TRANSLATE EM xDDDDDDD totaly EPIC! There was words like 'flower still laugh' and 'night wind' HAHA!

So lets SKIP till chinese class, change of plans! It was guys VS girls, losers will be 'gave' to pn er...OMGGGGG! We were all like I don't wanna pick up rubbish, haha! During the game, the guys were totaly....know-it-all? I mean, they kept answering the questions, why? Cause after hearing 'pn er' they totaly had OHM inside of them. Ended up to a draw~ although most girls who counted the score before said it was more than the guys xD fei kin suggested that the whole class find pn er together, HAHA!

So this is what that happened in school kaiting, you missed the epic day we had xD

Epic day FEVER!

Today, was a TOTALY EPIC DAYYY! Well, I can't like shout it out here, so I'm just gonna tell a really summarized summary of tha whole thing, so this guy wen't to confess to a girl, infront of alot of people, well those were like supporters (including me) screaming and cheering for him! I don't really know if the girl replied yes or no, but he came up to tha class dissappointed, THEN the 大婆 arrived....(someone who likes him) she came to scol the 小婆 (the girl who he confessed to) SUPERB EPIC DRAMA LA WEIH! Then, another girl who likes him scolded the same girl. Poor girl :( then she cried, and he got annoyed =.= then-i-do-not-know-what-happened well,he made it really complicated, so not many of us knew much about it...

Bye the way, theres a song called complicated xD

Uh huh, life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh, that's the way it is
Cause life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh that's the way it is

Chill out , what you yellin' for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be, you will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
and you're talking to me one on one but you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Here it is xD really bad for me to write this, but i didn't say who it could be anyone...right?

Dude, you gotta know that this is life, all of us have to go through ups and downs, problems,misakes and challenges. But you gotta know that non of them were never ment to put you down but lift you higher. No one has, or can go through life without em. Ups and downs I've been through, I've stood up to difficulties that push me down, uncountable tears I have cried, hardest time of all I have put out with. Now, I can enjoy life, by going through all those, I've become stronger, I'm now ready to go through anything difficult in life!

But theres one thing I can't imgaine myself doing is....falling for you. You have such a cruel heart, even today, when the 'main actor' was to low and down, while others were trying to cheer him up, you laughed at him, acting being rejected, you think its funny?! How did you feel when she rejected you?! Now, no matter what costume or mask you put on, I will always know your true colours and the world beneath you... Revenge is bad, but I know that you will get what you 'deserve' one day... And then, no one can, or even will save you.....

I can't believe I was so blind... So blind to trust you, to believe you... And in the end, I'm the one to suffer, when I didn't notice that he was always near me, silently supporting me, helping me. Maybe every thing was made to happen by God, maybe you are surpose to blast my heart into pieces, and he's the one who pieces it all back together...

But you gotta admit, life is aweshum, no matter who and what package you come in, we are all special. Especially if you live my kinda epic life <3

时间能冲走多少朋友？

时间长了，不去联系，感情真的会变淡…
我始终很相信这句话！
有些人，总是会慢慢的淡出你的世界，慢慢的在你的记忆里模糊…
因为时间，因为距离，因为不联系…
朋友说，她的手机成了一个闹钟，电话是接不到的，短信只是一个月偶尔的收到…这也是大多数人的现状！
FB上，清一色的手机挂着，我隐身着，你看不见，你隐身着，我亦看不见，很多人宁愿找些陌生人或者不熟悉的人聊天，也不愿意和以前的好朋友聊天。
不知道聊什么，也不知道从何聊起…时间长了，渐渐的，疏远了，陌生了…
虽然曾经彼此之间很熟悉，但是现在却多了一层隔阂，FB上见面只剩下一个简单的“最近好吗？”“恩，还好，就那样”，没有下文了…
 
很多时候都是开着FB，看着那么多的朋友在线，却只会对着屏幕发呆，因为不知道说什么…
多长时间没和朋友们发短信了？多长时间没和朋友们打电话了？又多长时间没约上几个好友出来聚聚了？
 
偶尔发条短信息，也是逢年过节的时候，问候一下，祝福一下。
 
是什么？让大家越来越疏远了。
是什么？让大家越来越淡漠了？
是什么？让曾经彼此之间很要好的朋友，如今即使见了面也没有什么话说了…
 
时间、距离、不联系…是感情最可怕的敌人！
时间久了，感情会变淡。距离长了，感情会疏远！这是真真切切的，你我不可逆转的…
 
还记得曾经的好友吗？
他们现在还好吗？这些年来，过得顺畅吗？
工作怎样了？找到另一半了吗？
改变成什么样子了？还有着以前那些爱好吗？
还是像以前那样喜欢这喜欢那吗？
对于他的这些，你都知道吗？
这一切，只怕已经离你很远了吧！
看到这篇帖子的朋友，你是否也有这样的状况呢？
那么，拿起你的手机，想谁，就和谁发短信，告诉他你想他。
你不告诉他你在想他，他永远也不会知道…
别让曾经一个个的好朋友，随着年月的流逝而一个个的渐行远去，等到心灰意冷的时候，却发现身边早已没有人来倾听你的委屈…
朋友们，请记得长和身边的朋友联系，无论多忙，一个月最起码也要发几条短信。 希望大家的感情天长地久。也希望我的好朋友们感情永远不会变淡！ 

Credits to 愛、文章

33th post!

RAINY DAY TODAY! Wet wet and triple wet! Well, it rained SUPER HEAVILY during nilam...guess what? DESASTER! All the papers were like WET WET AND WET. Oh well~ last nilam ever again...haha!

This was the EVER FIRST TIME I DID MATH DURING MATH CLASS! Guess its cause exams are coming~ then, we had a dental-speech, ended up, no one was listening, haha xD I kept poking tyng hann while gossiping about our MTM~

Thats all for school~ this is the main topic for my blogpost...


"Say You Like Me"

She's the girl that no one ever knows.
And I say hi, but she's too shy to say hello.
She's just waiting for that one to take her hand
And shake her up.
I bet I could.

I wish my heart was always on her mind.
'Cause she's on mine like all day, all the time.
Forget me not, forget me now.
I’ve come too far to turn around.
I’m here tonight.

'Cause I'm never going down,
I'm never giving up.
I'm never gonna leave,
So put your hands up.
If you like me,
Then say you like me.
I'm never going down,
I'm never giving up.
I'm never gonna leave,
So put your hands up.
If you like me,
Then say you like me.

Whoa, oh, oh, oh.
Whoa, oh, oh, oh.
Whoa, oh, oh, oh.
Whoa, oh, oh, oh.

She's the girl that no one ever knows.
Works a double just to buy her clothes.
Nicotine and faded dreams,
Baby, just believe
There's no one else like me.

'Cause I'm never going down,
I'm never giving up.
I'm never gonna leave,
So put your hands up.
If you like me,
Then say you like me.
I'm never going down,
I'm never giving up.
I'm never gonna leave,
So put your hands up.
If you like me,
Then say you like me.

Whoa, oh, oh, oh.
Whoa, oh, oh, oh.
Whoa, oh, oh, oh.
Whoa, oh, oh, oh.

It's time to fall into my arms.
'Cause I've been waiting for too long.
You're an angel,
Grab your halo,
And lets fly tonight.

'Cause I'm never going down,
I'm never giving up.
I'm never gonna leave,
So put your hands up.
If you like me,
Then say you like me.

'Cause I'm never going down,
I'm never giving up.
I'm never gonna leave,
So put your hands up.
If you like me,
Then say you like me.
I'm never going down,
I'm never giving up.
I'm never gonna leave,
So put your hands up.
If you like me,
Then say you like me.

Whoa, oh, oh, oh.
Whoa, oh, oh, oh.
Whoa, oh, oh, oh.
Whoa, oh, oh, oh.

Just say you like me.
Aweshum song, you gotta listen to it, well, yea, just say you like me. I know, you said it a lot of times, and those who know about it told me that you do have that special feeling towards me, and so do I. I wanna be with you, your so great and awesome, words can't describe you, I wanna talk to you more, spend more time with you, share secrets with you, be your best friend, talk over the phone till midnight, hold hands with you, and grow old together with you no matter what happens, no matter rich or poor, no matter how much our families disagre e, I just wanna be with you <3

You put that smile on my face, wiped away my tears, cheer me up when I'm down, never cared about what other people say about us, you listen to what I say, ask me if you could help me out, your perfect in my eyes. And now, I love you more than the first time you said you liked me, yea dude, just say you like me <3

That's all for now, wish me luck xD bye people!

Exams!

Whoa, been some time since I last blogged, been really busy lately because of..... EXAMS! Impossible rite? I'm the type who usualy does last minute job, but now, I'm rushing everything!

Why? Because I'm having a bet with tyng hann, yea, if I lose, I gotta say 'I love you' to tha person I like, but if he loses, he gotta hug his girl xD so obviously I'm hoping to win, so many people support me leh xD like kar mun and ivan. Ivan was like 'michelle never loses' and kar mum was like 'i hope tyng hann loses, but if he wins, tell me yar' (something like that)

Well, I thought about it, and I am able to get full A's if I study, I'm serious! EXCEPT..... for chinese...haiz...can anyone out there teach me chinese? Pretty please?

Don't know why, but my chinese used to be quite strong, but then, it started to drop and drop and drop and now it's down the drain, what to do? My parents don't know chinese ~

These few days, I've been very happie xD because something* happened on friday, well, not really big, but good enough for me~

Honestly saying, you've been on my mind the whole time, since the day I felt that you had feelings for me, well, after some time...after a lot of 'counselling' by mr you-know-who-know-it-all well, I had the same feeling towards you...

Although you don't say it with words, I can feel it cause action are more than words, according to a lot of people, yea~ you have that special feelings towards me. I was so dumb at a time not to know you were always there for me no matter day or night, rain or shine, during my down time you cheer me up, you laugh along with me, and you listen to my advise and I do too.

At the begining, I used to think that it was kinda rush, but then, I realised that we wen't through more together than THAT BASTARD* I used to think that I treated you as a 'replacement gift' so I tried to stop liking you, but then, after so long, I now still have that feeling towards you, which means that my feelings was 'real' all the while, your an awesome guy, so many people liked you but you never gave up....

I realised that sometimes, things don't go the way we wan't or even like those sweet memories in manga, but this is life, we have to accept that fact. Theres no magic, or anything magical left on this world, except for 缘份, yes, everything is made to happen by God, so learn to go as the flow, 勉强不是办法,硬硬在一起不是真正的爱情,钱不可以买幸福,外表并不可代表心, if you love someone, let him or her go, cause thats what they want, let them regret and then it will be too late to turn back time...能不能得到幸福就靠完缘份了!

By the way, good luck to all of those who are sitting for exams! Thats all for now, bye folks!

看懂这些故事、做人就很成功了

第一课
一个男人在他妻子洗完澡后准备进浴室洗澡。这时，门铃响了。
妻子迅速用浴巾裹住自己冲到门口。
当她打开门时，邻居鲍勃站在那儿。
在她开口前，鲍勃说，“你如果把浴巾拿掉，我给你800美元。”
想了一会儿，这个女人拿掉浴巾赤裸地站在鲍勃面前。几秒钟后，鲍勃递给她800美元然后离开了。
女人重新裹好浴巾回到屋里。
当她踏进浴室时，丈夫问她，“是谁呀？”
“是邻居鲍勃。”她回答。
“哦，”丈夫说，“他有没有提到还欠我800美元？”
故事寓意：
及时与同舟共济的股东分享重要信息，将会避免不必要的曝光。
 
 
第二课
一个销售员、一个办事员和他们的经理步行去午餐时发现了一盏古代油灯。
他们摩擦油灯，一个精灵跳了出来。
精灵说：“我能满足你们每人一个愿望。”
“我先！我先！”办事员说，“我想去巴哈马群岛，开着快艇，与世隔绝。”
倏！她飞走了。
“该我了！该我了！”销售员说，“我想去夏威夷，躺在沙滩上，有私人女按摩师，免费续杯的冰镇果汁朗姆酒，还有一生中的最爱。”
倏！他飞走了。
“OK, 该你了。”精灵对经理说。
经理回答：“我要那两个蠢货午饭后马上回来工作！”
故事寓意：
永远让你的老板开口先。
 
 
第三课
一只鹰坐在高高的树上休息，无所事事。
一只小兔子看见鹰并且问它，“我能象你一样坐着什么都不干吗？”
鹰回答：“行啊，为啥不行。”
于是，兔子坐在鹰下面的地上休息。突然，一只狐狸出现了，它扑到兔子身上把它吃掉了。
故事寓意：
要想坐着无所事事，你必须坐在非常、非常高的位置。
 
 
第四课
一只小鸟飞去南方过冬。天实在太冷了。它冻僵了，掉在一片田野上。
它躺在那儿时，一头母牛走过来在它身上拉了一堆屎。
冻僵的小鸟躺在粪堆里，开始感觉到了温暖。
牛粪确实使它暖和过来了。
它躺在温暖的牛粪中，异常高兴，并开始唱起歌来。
一只过路的猫听到鸟叫赶过来看个究竟。
顺着声音，它发现了牛粪下的小鸟，并迅速把它拖出来吃掉了。
故事寓意：
(1) 并不是每个在你身上拉屎的都是你的敌人。
(2) 并不是每个把你拖出粪堆的都是你的朋友。
(3) 当你深陷粪堆中的时候，最好闭上你的鸟嘴
 
 
1)学会 沉默
 
有时候，你被人误解，你不想争辩，所以选择沉默。本来就不是所有的人都得了解你，因此你认为不必对全世界喊话。却也有时候，你被最爱的人误解，你难过到 不想争辩，也只有选择沉默。全世界都可以不懂你，但他应该懂，若他竟然不能懂，还有什么话可说?生命中往往有连舒伯特都无言以对的时刻，毕竟不是所有的是 非都能条列清楚，甚至可能根本没有真正的是与非。那么，不想说话，就不说吧，在多说无益的时候，也许沉默就是最好的解释。
 
 
(2)至少 平静
 
在你跌入人生谷底的时候，你身旁所有的人都告诉你：要坚强，而且要快乐。坚强是绝对需要的，但是快乐?在这种情形下，恐怕是太为难你了。毕竟，谁能在跌 得头破血流的时候还觉得高兴？但是至少可以做到平静。平静地看待这件事，平静地把其他该处理的事处理好。平静，没有快乐，也没有不快乐。
 
 
 
(3)学会弯腰 这会是我意外的收获
 
和别人发生意见上的纷歧，甚造成言语上的冲突，所以你闷闷不乐，因为你觉得都是别人恶意。别再耿耿于怀了，回家去擦地板吧。拎一块抹布，弯下腰，双膝着 地，把你面前这张地板的每个角落来回擦拭干净。然后重新省思自己在那场冲

Credits to 愛、文章

Epic day much?

Epic day today! Well, not really, maybe lah, IDK xD

Pn wong didn't come today~ so that thick-lips-relif-teacher came and shes like so LCLY! Walau eh! They needed so much explanation before we could start to take photoes xD yippie! So epic la weih the photoes!! Aweshum! My 'gang' like made the most epic postures, haha! Update photoes later~ haha!

Not really much to write, so whatever~

LENG ZAI and LENG LUI!

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During seni, we had a test-exam, halfway through, wen hui gave us her exam paper (alrealdy circled with answer) and told us to copy, well, to stay outta trouble we copied most of them and changed a few if it was an unlucky star, we would be dead cause it used to be 2A5 test paper... In the end, SHE ONLY GOT 2 WRONG! Gek sei us ark!

Celebrated sis birthday at night xD yippie! Happy 10th birthday sis! I love you forever even if you disturb me and get me in trouble xD

Good night people!

男性朋友和男友的分别

男性好友，是那个坐在他家昂贵的地毯上边吃饼干边掉屑结果是被踢起来吸地毯的人。
男友，是那个我和他一起坐在地毯上边吃饼干边掉屑，吃完后他拿吸尘器我指挥的人。
 
男性好友，是那个和他看恐怖片永远看到恐怖镜头就两个人齐按off直接换碟看动画片的人。
男友，是那个一起看恐怖片他边看边讲讲到我觉得他比片子更恐怖还笑得一脸无害的人。
 
男性好友，是我知道他的尺寸鞋码会陪他逛街的人。
男友，是我知道他常穿的所有牌子的尺寸鞋码，喜欢哪个味道的沐浴液须后水，内裤要三角的还是四角的，自己逛街完了发现买给他的永远比自己多一件的人。
 
男性好友，是无论如何也不会吵架，极限只是被他诅咒死丫头一辈子嫁不出去的人。
男友，是他有本事让我和他认真吵架的人。
 
男性好友，是会在我面前撒泼胡闹的人。
 
男友，是会让我跟他撒泼胡闹任性撒娇的人。
 
男性好友，是会在电话里哭得一塌糊涂胡言乱语，让我默默听他诉苦然后好好安慰的人。
男友，是他难过的时候总是忍着不哭，我倒先心疼他哭得乱七八糟，他反过来安慰我的人。
 
男性好友，是私底下互损，熟人面前继续互损，但听到别人说他的不是会力挺他到底的人。
男友，是在他面前把他说的一无是处，在他的朋友面前给足他面子，在所有人面前炫耀他有多么多么好把他捧上天的人。
 
男性好友，是可以随便“欺负”不用担心他会来报复的人。
男友，是随时随地要提防被他变着法子“欺负”，并且永远也逮不到机会报复他的人。
 
男性好友，是和他一起看电影看到感人的地方我得忍着不掉眼泪的人。
男友，是和他一起看电影看到感人的地方我可以眼泪鼻涕全往他衣服上蹭的人。
 
男性好友，是我用完面膜觉得好的再推荐给他的人。
男友，是我新买了面膜先往他脸上试验，没问题我再自己用的人。
 
男性好友，是我会提前一个月买他生日礼物的人。
男友，是我随时随地都会想起他过生日的时候送什么好，即使他昨天刚过完生日。
 
男性好友，是玩国王游戏的时候可以大方拥抱的人。
男友，是不想让他玩国王游戏，即使玩了也要想尽办法帮着他耍赖的人。
 
男性好友，是我知根知底清楚到变成习惯的人。
男友，是我知根知底却依然每次看他都会觉得脸红心跳的人。
 
男性好友，是可以借我温暖拥抱却给不了安全感的人。
男友，是不善表达却用一个眼神就能让我安心的人。
 
男性好友，是原本就和我存在在一个世界的人。
男友，是告诉我一个我所不知道的世界，并且让我一点点走进那个世界的人。
 
男性好友，也许有那么一两个。
男友，当然只能有一个，独一无二的一个。
 
男性好友，可以分享。
男友，某种程度上，妄图分享者… 死！

Credits to爱、文章

The real ME!

Theres no 'if' in this world, whats that happened certainly happened... We can't change history and theres no point crying over spilt milk... But we can make a better future, for our friends, for the world, for the county, for relatives, for anyone...but the most important thing is for ourselves. When problems knock us down, we get back up and fight, I manage to say this, but now, at my most difficult point, I can't even listen to myself, how am I surpose to listen to others? On the outside, I try to hide everything, when you guys ask me if i'm okay, I reply, I'm fine, even if tears are in my eyes.

Why? Why can't I be as strong as I wan't to? Why can't I hold my tears? Why do I have to have limits? Why do you tell me I can't acheieve 100% when others can get 101% ? Why do you tell me that the sky is the limit when there are people walking on the moon? Why? Why change me? Why make me have hatred inside of me? Why do you wan't me to be someone I'm not? Why?

Just for a brighter future? All this might make me crazy one day, all this might make me take the wrong path, all this might destroy me, all this...is not me...

I'm a girl, who might look strong, one who will not kneel down for forgiveness, but I'm not, I'm a fragile little girl who is afraid of trouble, afraid to fail, afraid of losing, afraid of everything...

When I'm alone, I think of the past, of you and me, our memories, and all I see is happiness and laughter, but now, its just silence... Total silence, you left me there... In the cold, to suffer badly... Why? Just for her, aint it? You did so many things for her, and for me? Not to say that I care much, cause I don't I'm just annoyed from the silence, so please? Can we not be strangers anymore and go back to before? I don't wan't much, I'm not pleading for much, I just wanna talk to you, but would you?

I swear, you will regret what you did!

Regards, the real me~

如果有如果就好

如果我迷了路，你会放下手中的一切去接我吗？
如果我的生活出了小状况，你会无条件为我出主意吗？
如果过马路，你会拉着我的手吗？
如果走在大街上，你会为我注意来往的车辆吗？
如果天下雨了，你会为我送伞吗？
如果天冷了，你会为我披上衣服吗？
如果你吃饭了，你会想起我吃了吗？你会和我一起做饭，一起洗碗吗？
如果出现了矛盾，你会想着一起分析解决而不是觉得不合适而分手吗？
如果你喜欢我，会喜欢包容我的一切吗？你会一起喜欢我的家人吗？
如果我心情不好发了小脾气，你会原谅我吗？
如果你看到小礼物，你会想到买给我吗？
如果你工作之外的所有生活，你会想我吗？
如果我们都有工作，你会和我一起做到给彼此工作的空间吗？
如果我生活中遇到了我没到遇过的问题而茫然，你会和我站在一起吗？
如果意见不同，你会和我彼此站在对方的角度上想想吗？
如果你有心事，会告诉我吗？
如果你工作忙，也会常抽时间陪陪我吗？
如果你爱我，你会直接表达给我吗？
如果你爱我，你会和我相互信任，相互包容，相互理解吗？
如果你有我不能接受的嗜好，你会为我改变一点吗？
如果你会，我就嫁给你！
如果嫁给了你，有了问题和分歧，你会和我一起去面对和解决而不是分手吗？如果嫁给你，你会不论贫穷与富有都不离不弃吗？如果嫁给了你，你会一辈子都呵护我吗？如果嫁给了你，你会在感情和身体上不背叛吗？
如果你会，我就嫁给你！


我愿意为你洗衣服，愿意为你做饭（虽然做得不好，但我愿意去学）。
愿意夏天的晚上做个水果沙拉给你吃。
愿意冬天的晚上熬碗姜汤为你去寒。
愿意在天冷的时候想着你加衣服了没。
愿意早上起床时亲亲你的额头，抱抱你的腰。
愿意你上班的时候为你整整衣服。
愿意下雨的时候为你送伞。
愿意做好饭等你回来吃。
愿意调整我的工作时间和你一起去散散步。
愿意微笑着听你诉说你每天所发生的一切。
愿意看到合适的衣服买给你。
愿意爱你并爱你的一切，愿意和你分享彼此的一切。
愿意拉着你的手过马路，过一生，不论贫穷与富有、生老病死都不离不弃。
这样平淡的日子你会不厌烦吗？
你会吗？如果你会，我就嫁给你。

Credits to 愛、文章 <3

脸红着流鼻血!

Today, its TUESDAY! A day, for me to 流鼻血! Kai ting's friend's manga is so SUPERB AWESHUM TO READ! Luckily there was pps meeting in da morning, so I read them after it! Awesome!!!

JUST THEN, IT ALL ENDED! DAT SO ONG REALLY IRRITATING! Walau eh! Why do I have to do HER PASUKAN* for her?! Excuse me! Im just the setiausaha and I'm just and ordinary ahli in my pasukan! Why should I know all these crap?! Thinking about makes me laugh cause I shouted at her during perhimpunan, and when she asked me 'then what are you surpose to do?' i said 'anything but this' IN YOUR FACE SO ONG! Dont come annoying me ever again!

Finally, that 87 stopped talking nonsens to me! Phew! Manga the whole morning till before recess when my nightmare started... OMG! I still had alot of homework to hand in! The homework like kept piling in, first rinkasan and pemahaman, then geography latihan, then geography activity book, DOUBLE Q OF GEOGRAPHY, then science process skill! Luckily, I finished it on time, lucky me xD borrowed li yuan's manga home this time, off to read em' BYE EVERYONE! Lights out-!

7 sin!

It ('s was) MONDAY! Another begining a new start, haiz... What a nice way to start the day... My piano teacher said that I only got 112 marks for my practical... Just a past... Felt really dissappointed, my teacher said that its kinda weird cause she expected merit (so did i) she said that she expected some students to get merit and they got distingtion, those who should pass, got merit... But for me... HAIZ...

Dosn't matter, luckily, the drama stopped, no more ignorance from you guys anymore xD

Had oral today, and my topic was on safety, and you know what so ong said? She said that i can't trust my own dad! What the hell? Shes damn crazy! NO WAY I WOULD BELIEVE HER IN THAT! Well, thats all for now xD

红衣黑裤白鞋 time~

This is for sunday, i have nothing to do so i'm just posting this for fun xD

English class was aweshum cause we finally recored our play xD post it another time lah...
Thats all! (so much for a post)

Johnny English Reborn!

This is also for Saturday, didn't post this because I was too lazy too...
Its SATURDAY went out with yuh shan and jia yeen to watch JOHNNY ENGLISH REBORN! That show was totaly epic... For those who hasn't watch it, you so gotta watch it cause its aweshum! Thankiew jia yeen for the tickets <3 Went to kim gary after that and to my house, watched ANOTHER MOVIE, zoo keeper again xD haha, by the way, kuen cheng discipline is not as strict as us! They don't have 1 cengkal, their socks are 15cm from the BOTTOM OF THE FOOT while ours is 6 inches above the ANKLE, they CANNOT CLIP UP THEIR HAIR but we MUST! Their prefects MUST use SILA or they will be pecat, prefects must be polite, while our pengawas...SAYS DIAM LA! 没家教的! What the hell? What kinda government school is this?! Sot sot wan our school xD Well, it was a fun day, but not much to write, bye folks!

TGIF!

This is for Friday, cause I was too lazy to post then xD

Its FRIDAY! TGIF! Happy Malaysia Day! Make sure you have more of there celebrations cause so we have holiday! As I said, its Malaysia Day...and also Melissa's day! Aka my sisters birthday xD it was PERFECTLY FINE with yap karmun before the 'gang' she invited came over... Before that, karmun and I was watching Kung Fu Panda 2, once they came, their 'tiny' voiced made us go deaf, we had no mood to watch any other movies, oh well, it didn't matter cause karmun and I started to BBQ for the little kids, acctualy, it was alrealdy chaos, during dinner, a little b!tchy rascle started yam seng, damn that girl! She was the rudest girl around, if it wasn't my sis birthday, i would have shouted: oi b!tch! You better watch your manners and respect me! Its not your house! One more time and your getting out you ass hole! Not only that, THEY WERE NOISIER THAN MY CLASS AND SCOUTS!!! My couz sister got mad at my sis xD nice wan xm! Haha! Seriously, that b!tch made my sister rude, ISH! Then karmun and I went to watch zoo keeper, ended up, EPIC FAIL, it was worst than before. Karmun, next time we watch again la :) by the way, I watched it TWICE alrealdy xD Worst thing about today was that my sis bf couldn't come because of his dad's birthday T.T oh well~

Fake friends fall like tree leaves they scatter everywhere~

Fake friends fall like leaves, their scattered everywhere... I don't wanna really care, I don't wanna post this, well, I shouldn't even bother about this matter, but even if it shouldent... It kinda does... I just don't understand why you gotta treat me like that... Your like a destroyer, I have tolerated you for a long time alrealdy, every you hurt me, everytime you make me angry, how long do I get angry at you? Now, when I didn't do anything wrong you ignore me for the whole day? When I'm not around, you talk bad about me? When I start to get closer to people, you try to tear us apart? C'mon, that incident has past so long, she has alrealdy forgiven me, but you still bring it up to start the fire, I admit, at that time I say stuff without thinking, well im sorry, but I...I don't wanna explain any further, cause you wont even bother about me anyway. Sometimes, when you know I hate that issue, you bring it up and blame others in the end, your the worst I have ever seen! You say that others are unfair, but do you know that you are too? Do you know how differently you treat boys to girls? And what about me? I'm like a toy to you! You only find me when you need help, you only find me when you are lonely, other times, you only treat me as trash! Yes, I can't stand you anymore! I tolerated you more than enough! Why do you have to have so much hatred inside of you?! I just don't understand, everyone gets scolded, at that time, if I were you, yes I would be angry, but I would have forgotten it by now. But you? Your hatred grows more and more! Your like an ah long, when you lend people money, you make sure them pay back. But when you borrow people's money? You can act like you never borrowed money at all! You wanna clear our cost? Your whole life time allowance wouldn't even be able to pay it all! Dont be so crazy, when you wanna hate you hate, I've heard pleanty of stories about you! 你再这样下去真的是无药可救了,你最好反省吧!不然后悔也来不及了... Sometimes, its just sad because I'm loosing a friend, but I have leart that you can never have a relationship or even being a friend with a persone who 很有缘 with ourselves cause it will never work out no matter how perfect :( damn sad cause he didn't talk to me as usual for the past two days... Just don't know why but I have a feeling that something wen't wrong somewhere... And you might just be the culprit...or maybe not, IDK, only God can tell, I believe in 报应 so you better watch out 天有眼. I'm just posting this to tell you how I feel, but it dosn't really matter, yea, I got hurt a little, but not anymore, I get stronger day by day, now, only I control myself... Don't worry about me, I'm perfectly fine :) good nite world, I love my TRUE BEST FRIENDS!

Tyng hann epic fail!

Today, I woke up from my dream, unfortunately, I forgot what I dreamt about. Anyway, today at tugas.... WAS SO EPIC!!! No students came because they were having some Malaysia Day event. Jia Qi and Cheng Yuan came early to do pandu stuff. I was not really a big help cause I did my homework and pusat sumber stuff. Since the morning AJK were so strict, ritchie and I made them wipe and wipe and sweep and sweep over and over again. When the ketua himself came, he checked all racks, well, he brushed his hand after 'testing it'. Dude, I checked it again and there was NO DUST! Aweshum! Only thing he complained about was the white rack, luckily Ritchie's aweshum words came out just in time xD first time he said kerja kebersihan was good, and when he asked if we swept the floor, i said THREE TIMES xD oh yea! He wen't speechless! Then the epicness starts here, somehow, tyng hann made karmun mad, then she tried to trow MY PEN at him, awww, she missed, and he was lyk oh yea! You didn't get me! Then I took the pen and threw it at him THERE* BULLSEYE! I got him! Muahahahaha! Then I did it again when he was lying down on the table, GOT HIM AGAIN xD Then he's like stop stop stop! And I said, let me close my eyes and shoot, so I did and BOOYA! Hahahahaha :) During our rehat, tyng hann ate mixed rice, with a piece of chicken. So when he was eating it it dropped on to the table, then onto the chair, he cried OH NO! Then..... IT DROPPED ONTO THE FLOOR! Hahaha, epic fail xD
Thats all for now, I'll post another post later xD

Jealosy is part of true love

Today... I got shocked outta bed, why? So not cuz my dad woke me up, because I got shocked in my dream, yea, MY DREAM! Oh well, I was surposed to anyway, all thanks to seni =.= Dad was busy getting things ready for my sis birthday on Friday!! WOOHOO! CANT WAIT! Hope that theres BBQ though xD
Wen't to school, and OMG! Pandu....IS RUINED! every thing went kelam kabut today during pandu meeting...thanks to dat darn annoying urrg teacher!!! Ended up, us ajk had to do it ourselves. Stoot there listening to crap for about an hour with jia qi and cheng yuan xD Sat with ying ying at class, ended up, zhen xian, chun hang and I started talkin about music, quite impressive that guys acctualy listen to music... Did abit of the pandu things afterwards, and it got even MORE KELAM KABUT, haiz, have to continue tomorrow AGAIN... We finaly pasted our paintings-masterpieces for the notice board! Yea! Rained again after school, but luckily, it wasn't as bad as yesterday xD

This is to the girl who got hurt badly, the girl who got as hurt as me, hey girl, your my best friend, I dont wanna burt you but I gotta tell you that we should get back up and fight we cannot lose to them, we are humans too, we have feelings, we have emotions. If they wanna be unfair, let them, it dosn't effect us, let them hehehaha, so what? We can too! Why should we be sad and unhappy at people who win by cheating? Why should we waste our tears? Why not save them for more happy momments in the future? We gotta show them that we are not weak and that we can fight back without cheating! He's just a playboy, treating you like that? Who does he think he is? He's a jerk, a playboy, I don't wanna hurt you, but its the truth cause I went through what you are going through now. Love hurts, but you gotta trust you heart when choosing your path, even if your heart is on the left side, its always right. Now your heart is telling you to stop, stop everything. He will regret it cause you are an awesome girl, words can't descrice you, you are you, and people love you for who you are, theres no point giving up everything for him when he dosen't even care, why go through all that pain? 长痛不如短痛, stop it while your ahead. As your bestie, I wanna let you know that I'm here for you, I'll lend you my shoulder to cry on, so don't worry, I'll be here, always and always, just promise me to be yourself okayy? Love you! Gnitez world xD
By the way, to the guy who hurt her, she's my bestie, hurt her anymore and your doomed! That's all I gotta say :)

雨中慢步 xD epic and wet day!

Today, I woke up...WITHOUT A DREAM! Totally awkward! Well, kinda gek in tha afternoon (at school) cause I got misunderstood, hey girl, if you ever read this blog, I just wanna tell you that I alrealdy knew you liked him a looooooong time ago, don't misunderstand cuz I never told anyone about you. Girl, its kinda unfair cuz you never ever asked me what happened, you just blew at me all of a sudden infront of my best friend, girl, if you wanna settle it the hard and hurtful way, you on, cause I have resons and rights to do that to you. Or you could just settle it the easy way. Girl, you gotta know that this world is damn complicated. Sometimes, what you see with your own eyes and what you hear with your own ears may not be the truth, you gotta use your brain to think and your heart to feel, I'm not asking you to trust me now, but I hope you will find out the truth one day. Girl, you made me mad today, but why should you intefere with my life? It dosn't effect me anyway, so girl, please listen to me, I know your smart, I'm sure you know what im talkin about :)
Then the day, of course it got 360 degrees better, we were suporse to decorate the notice board, one part will be heavan, the middle is earth and the last part is hell~ owh~ haha! Had ALOT OF FUN doing it xD heavan is CANDY LAND! Where else hell is...erkhm...kinda crazy scarf much? Haha! Oh well, it rained damn heavily after school, we were the last few out cuz we had to pack up, dude, the rain was SO HEAVY! I walked out with yen nie and sharon, a little small umbrella with 3 of us under it, EPIC! Yen nie's uncle parked inside, so just Sharon and I walked out, man! The umbrella overturned man! Not once, not twice, BUT THREE TIMES (maybe even more) we had SO MUCH FUN under the rain xD sometimes, my dad waits for me in school with an umbrella, but today he wasnt there! Dad, your usually alays here for me, but why not at times when its really...tangelled up? Got wet from head to toe when I got into the car, my shoes and socks soaked wet, pinafol all wet that I took it off as I got into the car, OMG! Most wet and another epic day!

It's Mooncake Festival!

Howdy folks! It's mooncake festival alrealdy! So...
๑۩۞۩๑ 中秋佳節 ๑۩۞۩๑
✰‿↗⁀❉♥ ❉‿↗⁀╰✰ √ ✰╮‿↗⁀❉♥ ❉‿↗⁀✰
┏〓〓┓┏〓〓┓┏〓〓┓┏〓〓┓┏〓〓┓
┃祝福┃┃好友┃┃中秋┃┃佳節┃┃愉快┃
┗〓〓┛┗〓〓┛┗〓〓┛┗〓〓┛┗〓〓┛
⋯⋯ ✰‿↗⁀❉♥ ❉‿↗⁀╰✰ √ ✰╮‿↗⁀❉♥ ❉‿↗⁀✰
☆平安☆　☆快樂☆　☆心想☆　☆事成☆
♥◊◊♥♥.* 平安幸福健康 *♥♥* 快樂喜悅天天* ♥◊
♥ 千好 萬好 事事好 ♥ 月圓 情圓 人團圓 ♥ ♥
♥ ♥ 中秋節快樂 ♥ 萬事如意 ♥ 心想事成 !. ♥ ♥
Happy MOONCAKE FESTIVAL

In tha morning, well, piano as usual, then school, well, just found out that I got number 14 in the class (walau eh,so bad la weih!) But life still had to be carried on, and oh no! I accidentaly found out the secret behind you two... Feel so sorry for you, but maybe its just faith? Haha, anyways, had dinner, this year aint that fun cause grandma aint here :( no cosin and family time, but the moon still is shining bright and I know we are looking at the same moon xD Then wen't to my sis friends condo for a 'lantern' party, don't know why, my apitite today is TOTALY GOOD so I had dinner, and ate more at the party xD hahaha! That's all for now, moon oh moon, can you please not make my life that complicated? But if you can't, I still love my epic and aweshum lifeeee :) Gnitez people!! Lights out~

New week, new start :)

Nothing much to say about today, just that my legs still ache from doing frog jump n squats with sapo pei kee and yen nie xD but it was definately fun! At english class, we continued with shakes spheer, well, we had to act it out, by the way, to those who know who the 红衣黑裤白鞋 person is, since the 红衣黑裤白鞋 incident, both of us never wore 红衣黑裤白鞋 again to english tuition xD mainly just 红衣 lah. For dinner, mum cooked terriyaki chicken, it tasted aweshum! Although it was kinda raw (hope I wont have a date with the toilet tonight) Tomorrow is school, for once, I hope that the week was longer, oh well, T.T.F.N Ta Ta For Now (Winney the Pooh and Tigger's story xD) Hope it will be a better week :)

Over The Rainbow~

Happy saturday :) woke up from a really awkward dream! Made pancakes for breakfast, epic fail at first, then it got better and better, but...the taste...well,lets just say it tasted better when I spread peanut butter on it :) Then, the day, didn't relly get on well, cuz I had to finish sejarah n science notes (omg!did it the whole day) felt so bored though... Then, well, someone got me mad, and you wanna know what Jia Jian's definision based on form 2 science chapter 5 is? hydrogen + lightning splinter = explosion. Conclusion, im the hydrogen, the persone who made me mad is the lightning splinter xD funny la weih!
Bruno Mars chorous from the song 'Lighters' if you sang this song to me, it will be just awesome xD
This one's for you and me, living out our dream
We're all right where we should be
With my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters
You and I know what it's like to be kicked down
Forced to fight
But tonght we're alri ht
So hold up your light
Let ht shine
Cause this one's for you and me, living out our dream
We're all right where we should be
With my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters
Thought about us and figured out the logic this today...
Love is beautiful. It is the happiness and the attachment of something valuable.. and all its worth..
It's losing it or breaking it that's sad. Coz you know what you had, and suddenly things went wrong. The loneliness we feel is the reminder that we had something special.But I won't get too depressed about it. I actually appreciate having experienced such feeling in my life. Now, I have something to look back on. To know where I've been and how far I've moved on :) But i learnt that if you don't go the extra mile, you lost out what's there despite suffering more for going the extra mile. But don't ever say I love you, if your not gonna make it last, don't ever say forever if your gonna end it. Even so, I'm not that sad for losing you because my parents have always taught me to give my old toys to the less fortune, though its like a sweet picture album being thrown into the fire place while cruely watching it burn into ashes and dissppearing into thin air along with a piece of my heart, but I have a new one now (i didn't write the front part myself, credits to those who advised me with those words)
Love my best friends, be proud if you are my besties <3 love you guys (guys or girls) haha xD

雨过天青

Today, its a day with all emotions, happy, sad, angry, and everything else. But im gonna be positive, so just wanna say that...I GOT 145 FOR MY SCIENCE TEST!FULL 5% ADDED INTO EXAM!WOOHOO! Special thanks to the teacher, cause she found a place to gimmie extra marks, YIPPIE!
I've been thinking about my whole 14 years old, things have changed alot since the begining of the year, since I graduated from primary school. Like I said, no one can change you, only you can change yourself, I have became more open, more rebelious, made more friends, but, I make friends fast, which means I lose them easily too, look at us, we were so close before, but now, yea, you talk to me, and treat me as a great friend, but were not like before, I don't know why, but it just feels wierd, what has happened between us? We aren't like before. Maybe it's me, maybe I don't understand, outta all my friends, who still are there for me all the time? Maybe just one or two. I don't know why,but you guys give me the feeling that you don't really care. This year is the year I learnt the most, failed the most, laughed the most, and not to mention cried the most. Why? All thanks to you, YES YOU. You know who you are, because of you, these tears just keep rolling down my cheeks, ever heard the song 'every tear drop is a waterfall'? This song title so represent what I feel now cause the thorn in my heart is still not outta my heart, the knife you stabbed in my back may be out, but the wound is not cured yet. I used to think that if anyone hurt me, I won't shread a tear, but I failed in that, cause I have my limits. Because of you, everytime someone hurts me, no matter how small, these tears just keep following outa my eyes, not because they hurt me, its because I thought about how you hurt me so badly. I know, everyone tells me that you are not the one, they tell me to get over you, I know you used me, but your side effect is so huge that, even I can't hold back, I loved you so much but you just played on me, I can't accept this fact. When I'm alone, I think about my past, and the first one to show up on my mind is you, its time to move on, but it seems that my feet got stuck in swamp mud. You say that you wanna be friends with me, but now, were like strangers. All that I can say is that I believe that everything that happened is made to be happened by God. So now, I just gotta sit back and wait. If you come crawling back to me,pleading me one day, I'm gonna just say its too late. Your a sad-fairy-tale-maker that everyone hates, one that ruins true love, wait till the true prince comes, and there you go, yea, go, get outta my life. And now, i wanna tell you that , I'm over you, now, I can happily enjoy life without having to care about you anymore.
Gonna end my post with a poem i wrote, original ay me!
Love is in the air,
You can catch hearts anywhere,
Couples attached like sticky glue,
Not to mention that they can't let loose,
But love is not always fair,
Heart breaker everywhere,
Don't make things twist and turn around,
Cause you are the only one I found,
Love is true and very strong,
Letting go will be so wrong,
Breaking hearts are so not cool,
Just because another is making you drool,
All you have to is say I love you,
And the answer will be I love you too
This poem is dedicated to you, NO, not you who broke my heart, i know its you and you know its you cuz that's what our hearts tell us <3

Miss you

This is for Thursday,8/9/2011 walau, today so GEK leh, then my mood was like so bad, but the worst (or best) thing that happened is that a girl cried cause she thought that I was angry at her, and this is like her first time crying at school since primary, OMG! After she told me that, I was like, wow! that's something to be proud of xD joking la, sorry for making you cry, I LOVE YOU~ anyways, she was the first one I cried to in school.
At perhimpunan, I kept spamming ' where's pei kee? After knowing that she didn't come, I kept spamming 'i miss pei kee' PEI KEE AR! I MISS YOU LEH! Miss your laugh, gek me, cannot connect line and EVERYTHING! Oh but, for your info, we played truth or dare and you missed outa all the truth's and dare's (luckily, I never got dared) we play again ar sharon, wen hui, kai ting together with pei kee :)

Memory

Seriously, there's a HUGE PROBLEM with my phone posting blog post,so this is for wednesday
7/9/2011. Acctualy,nothing much happened today, but something really funny happened at school, so, during seni, pei kee had to go to the toilet,so she left her stuff for sharon to take. Seeing this, kai ting and I quickly gave our things to her. After walking outa class, IDK what happened and sharon like ACCIDENTALY dropped pei kee's spectical box....ON TO THE ROOF TOP omgggggg!!!! The specs and cloth like fell out of da box man! And you know what we did? We took the flags sticking outa the walls and tried to get her stuff back. In the 'process' pn er saw us, still failing to get even one item xD so she said: aiyo, let me do it, you guys so 鸡手鸭脚. Then she took the flags and W0W she got them all la weih! Pro! Okay, then surprisingly, pei kee put on her specs and said: eh! There's no scratches leh! But the box is dirty with permanant dirt from the flag pole, and I said: well, let it be a memory of us xD

(Also should be yesterday's post,phone blog just not workinggg)
Dental appointment again, had to drag my feet up to the dentist. Up in the morning and my dad want's me to study...math? HAIZ.. Oh well, this was the FIRST time my teeth felt soo pain after the dentist tightened it!
It was SUPER-SUPER-EXTREMELY HOTTTTT AT SCHOOL! I was dripping sweat man! Anyways, well, can't really remember what we talked about during perhimpunan (or nilam) we were talking about how to 'welcome ghosts' and the main point is THIS SATURDAY WE ARE GOING TO SHABU-SHABU TO CELEBRATE KAI TING'S BIRTHDAYYY :) YIPPIE!

Merdeka and Hari Raya :)

(Don't know why but this should have been posted like looong time ago~ maybe it was cuz my phone blog isnt working...so I'm re posting it)

Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh dan salam satu malaysia...selamat hari raya dan selamat hari merdeka!!! In all my life, this is the first time I came across hari raya and hari merdeka on the same day (less one day holiday T_T) usualy, our school will have a celebration for merdeka one day before today, I remembered how syok we were last year while singing patriotic song together with my friends, if there was this celebration this year, it will so SUPER-SUPERB-DUPER-TOTALY-FUN-EPIC-CRAZY-HIGH-AWESOME-ROCK-WITH-MY-SAMPAT-GANG-OF-BESTIES!!! It was alrealdy so epic with my friends last year, it's gonna be much much more epic this year (if we had one) I remember shouting 'merdeka' and 'malaysia' the most! For some reason, this is the ONE and ONLY DAY we sing patriotic songs with super OHM! Ever wondered what would happen if malaysia didn't gain independence day? We maybe like USA or JAPAN, but we would never have a chance to use our unique malaysia slangs like 'lah' or 'yer' or 'nah' or 'sia' or 'jek' bla bla bla other slangs, plus, our really really really short SMS or facebook language (which i sometimes use, okay, i use it all the time) yea,i know, some of us, no, most of us hate this country for some reasons, but is it that worth it? In malaysia, we have midnight sales and most shops don't close until 10pm, in other countries, everyone have to set back home after the sun sets, shouldn't we pray for having great weather and no natural disasters such as tornado, earthquakes, snow storms (or what ever thats is called) Although our technology is not as modern as Japan or USA, we don't have as many rapist, murderers, robbres, maniacs, here in Malaysia. We may not be the same race, we may not have the same religion, we may not eat the same food, dress the same, and some of us aren't even born in this country! So what makes us malaysian? We love this country, and we call this country home Wen't to times square yesterday, and some not-really-good things happened in the car, oh well, lets just forget the unhappy stuff, and lets just say what goes around comes around, happily ever after, special thanks to ryan and ivan for the talk yesterday, felt much better and I think things got better. So, I finally found and bought a new sling bag from times square, by the way, wen hui, there was alota cute cute stuff and clothes there but i lazy to take picture for you, so MUAHAHAHAHAHA!