Well, some people say that happily ever after only exist in fairy tales, and fairy tales normally starts with sad beginnings...well mine started like this:
Well, it started off rough when I was getting ready for my Grade 4 music exam at 'Prince Hotel', OH MY GOD! Traffic was really really HEAVY but my mum and I eventually got there on time (one hour early!) but the exam started early so I didn't have to wait that long (luckily!) so as I was saying, the girl before me is another Grade 4 student, while I was outside waiting for my turn, she was doing aural inside (those who learn piano should know) OK, let's just skip that part. I was SO SO SO SO NERVOUS! My hands were freezing! At last it was my turn and it ended up really well, well the one thing i HATED about the exam was that the examiner was quite UNFAIR cause the sight reading he gave to me was the hardest outa all the rest and my aural was MUCH MUCH HARDER that the previous girl. One conclusion I can make from this whole experience: trail exam is MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE freakier than the real exam. OKAY, all that hard work kinda paid off cause my mum brought me to Pavilion for lunch, she even allowed me to 'dapao' snowflake and chat time back to school (part of it went into other stomach's) I LOVE YOU MOMMY!!!
Just when I left one 'battle station' another POPPED out, well, its her last day in school, and I thought that we might have got along well today, but it ended up the other way around, when I got to school, I saw her chatting with another of her friend (one who didn't know the real truth) they were quite good friends, so they were like talking ALOT (let's skip it till recess) then during recess, we go for marching like usual and then that girl who my friend was with showed up and guess what? They hugged each other and they acted like they needed each other so much (not to mean that I'm jealous or anything,just that what am I?! It's your last day and you don't even talk to me?! What kinda friend are you?!) OK, quite enough of that, in class, as usual she will keep talking my other friend(lets just call her number '6' for the time being) cause they sit next to each other in class. So in the front we kept playing and talking and making fun about what they talked about (she was talking so loud we could hear from the front YIKES!!!) till things started to get serious, I just couldn't take it anymore, my tears couldn't hold anymore, I started to cry (i held most of them cause I din't wan't to cry in class again)
I can believe it, today is your last day, you didn't talk to me, but on the other hand you were talking bad stuff about me. Guess I found out what I really meant to you, I'm just a piece of trash that you can pick up and throw away when ever you like and anytime you wan't! Maybe this is my destiny, to be replacement gifts to everyone, in both relationships and friendships. All that I can say now is that you have no more hope and I hope that you enjoyed playing with me...
WELL...on the other hand, things turned around 360 degrees cause i got to walk together so close with HIM*, although it was from our class down to the office, it was still a distance right? Walking so close next to each other, you brighten my day up no matter how down I feel. Guess it was all kinda worth it :)
YOUR JUST AWESOME! Kinda like a fairy tale right?
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