What and epic day! I realised that everything wen't PERFECT yesterday (din get to on the com yestersay).
Insentif test again? Haiz* What a way to start the day. English? Summary? HAIZ* even louder than before, I wonder when these exams are gonna end? But soon after that, things started to change. Puan Wong (our chinese teacher) gave some of us a SUPER-DUPER-COOL-FUN-AWESOME assignment which is SUPER TOP SECRET till today (or tomorrow) when she will tell the whole class L0L! Then things really turned around after Pandu marching, it was the best marching ever! We even created a new tepuk: AWAS! TEPUK TEPUK 我很开心! Everyone beginning from the first person will have to say 我很开心 one by one till the end then the tepuk will end with AWAS! TEPUK TEPUK BEST! We started screaming WHOOOA!!!! and clapping... SO SYOK!!! LOVE YOU GUYSS~
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Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
What and epic day! I realised that everything wen't PERFECT yesterday (din get to on the com yestersay).
Insentif test again? Haiz* What a way to start the day. English? Summary? HAIZ* even louder than before, I wonder when these exams are gonna end? But soon after that, things started to change. Puan Wong (our chinese teacher) gave some of us a SUPER-DUPER-COOL-FUN-AWESOME assignment which is SUPER TOP SECRET till today (or tomorrow) when she will tell the whole class L0L! Then things really turned around after Pandu marching, it was the best marching ever! We even created a new tepuk: AWAS! TEPUK TEPUK 我很开心! Everyone beginning from the first person will have to say 我很开心 one by one till the end then the tepuk will end with AWAS! TEPUK TEPUK BEST! We started screaming WHOOOA!!!! and clapping... SO SYOK!!! LOVE YOU GUYSS~
Insentif test again? Haiz* What a way to start the day. English? Summary? HAIZ* even louder than before, I wonder when these exams are gonna end? But soon after that, things started to change. Puan Wong (our chinese teacher) gave some of us a SUPER-DUPER-COOL-FUN-AWESOME assignment which is SUPER TOP SECRET till today (or tomorrow) when she will tell the whole class L0L! Then things really turned around after Pandu marching, it was the best marching ever! We even created a new tepuk: AWAS! TEPUK TEPUK 我很开心! Everyone beginning from the first person will have to say 我很开心 one by one till the end then the tepuk will end with AWAS! TEPUK TEPUK BEST! We started screaming WHOOOA!!!! and clapping... SO SYOK!!! LOVE YOU GUYSS~
Monday, July 25, 2011
my life isn't a fairy tale but it sure ended like one today
Well, some people say that happily ever after only exist in fairy tales, and fairy tales normally starts with sad beginnings...well mine started like this:
Well, it started off rough when I was getting ready for my Grade 4 music exam at 'Prince Hotel', OH MY GOD! Traffic was really really HEAVY but my mum and I eventually got there on time (one hour early!) but the exam started early so I didn't have to wait that long (luckily!) so as I was saying, the girl before me is another Grade 4 student, while I was outside waiting for my turn, she was doing aural inside (those who learn piano should know) OK, let's just skip that part. I was SO SO SO SO NERVOUS! My hands were freezing! At last it was my turn and it ended up really well, well the one thing i HATED about the exam was that the examiner was quite UNFAIR cause the sight reading he gave to me was the hardest outa all the rest and my aural was MUCH MUCH HARDER that the previous girl. One conclusion I can make from this whole experience: trail exam is MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE freakier than the real exam. OKAY, all that hard work kinda paid off cause my mum brought me to Pavilion for lunch, she even allowed me to 'dapao' snowflake and chat time back to school (part of it went into other stomach's) I LOVE YOU MOMMY!!!
Just when I left one 'battle station' another POPPED out, well, its her last day in school, and I thought that we might have got along well today, but it ended up the other way around, when I got to school, I saw her chatting with another of her friend (one who didn't know the real truth) they were quite good friends, so they were like talking ALOT (let's skip it till recess) then during recess, we go for marching like usual and then that girl who my friend was with showed up and guess what? They hugged each other and they acted like they needed each other so much (not to mean that I'm jealous or anything,just that what am I?! It's your last day and you don't even talk to me?! What kinda friend are you?!) OK, quite enough of that, in class, as usual she will keep talking my other friend(lets just call her number '6' for the time being) cause they sit next to each other in class. So in the front we kept playing and talking and making fun about what they talked about (she was talking so loud we could hear from the front YIKES!!!) till things started to get serious, I just couldn't take it anymore, my tears couldn't hold anymore, I started to cry (i held most of them cause I din't wan't to cry in class again)
I can believe it, today is your last day, you didn't talk to me, but on the other hand you were talking bad stuff about me. Guess I found out what I really meant to you, I'm just a piece of trash that you can pick up and throw away when ever you like and anytime you wan't! Maybe this is my destiny, to be replacement gifts to everyone, in both relationships and friendships. All that I can say now is that you have no more hope and I hope that you enjoyed playing with me...
WELL...on the other hand, things turned around 360 degrees cause i got to walk together so close with HIM*, although it was from our class down to the office, it was still a distance right? Walking so close next to each other, you brighten my day up no matter how down I feel. Guess it was all kinda worth it :)
YOUR JUST AWESOME! Kinda like a fairy tale right?
Well, it started off rough when I was getting ready for my Grade 4 music exam at 'Prince Hotel', OH MY GOD! Traffic was really really HEAVY but my mum and I eventually got there on time (one hour early!) but the exam started early so I didn't have to wait that long (luckily!) so as I was saying, the girl before me is another Grade 4 student, while I was outside waiting for my turn, she was doing aural inside (those who learn piano should know) OK, let's just skip that part. I was SO SO SO SO NERVOUS! My hands were freezing! At last it was my turn and it ended up really well, well the one thing i HATED about the exam was that the examiner was quite UNFAIR cause the sight reading he gave to me was the hardest outa all the rest and my aural was MUCH MUCH HARDER that the previous girl. One conclusion I can make from this whole experience: trail exam is MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE freakier than the real exam. OKAY, all that hard work kinda paid off cause my mum brought me to Pavilion for lunch, she even allowed me to 'dapao' snowflake and chat time back to school (part of it went into other stomach's) I LOVE YOU MOMMY!!!
Just when I left one 'battle station' another POPPED out, well, its her last day in school, and I thought that we might have got along well today, but it ended up the other way around, when I got to school, I saw her chatting with another of her friend (one who didn't know the real truth) they were quite good friends, so they were like talking ALOT (let's skip it till recess) then during recess, we go for marching like usual and then that girl who my friend was with showed up and guess what? They hugged each other and they acted like they needed each other so much (not to mean that I'm jealous or anything,just that what am I?! It's your last day and you don't even talk to me?! What kinda friend are you?!) OK, quite enough of that, in class, as usual she will keep talking my other friend(lets just call her number '6' for the time being) cause they sit next to each other in class. So in the front we kept playing and talking and making fun about what they talked about (she was talking so loud we could hear from the front YIKES!!!) till things started to get serious, I just couldn't take it anymore, my tears couldn't hold anymore, I started to cry (i held most of them cause I din't wan't to cry in class again)
I can believe it, today is your last day, you didn't talk to me, but on the other hand you were talking bad stuff about me. Guess I found out what I really meant to you, I'm just a piece of trash that you can pick up and throw away when ever you like and anytime you wan't! Maybe this is my destiny, to be replacement gifts to everyone, in both relationships and friendships. All that I can say now is that you have no more hope and I hope that you enjoyed playing with me...
WELL...on the other hand, things turned around 360 degrees cause i got to walk together so close with HIM*, although it was from our class down to the office, it was still a distance right? Walking so close next to each other, you brighten my day up no matter how down I feel. Guess it was all kinda worth it :)
YOUR JUST AWESOME! Kinda like a fairy tale right?
Sunday, July 24, 2011
your leaving soon T_T
I never thought that I would have this feeling for you, this 'feeling' can't be described in words, its like a mix of happiness, sadness, fun, laughter, trust, anger, hatred and many many more uncountable momments and memories of us...
The day has come for you to depart and leave me, we would have to separate till me meet again in the future, who knows? maybe destiny and faith will bring us together like it did to make us meet...
After everything we have been through, you broke our trust, these tears can't seem to stop flowing, my heart shattered as if a knife stabbed me in the heart so badly, at that very momment, I asked myself why it turned out this way, questioning myself over and over again, but I could'nt find an answer, an answer that I could accept, I'm missing you more than ever, I tried to put you to the test, to see if you really treated me as a best friend, a lifetime buddy and a sister, but in the end, all I had was another broken heart, tears flowing non stop, and many many unanswered questions, and because of me, the situation turned out even worse than before, hatred blacken out and our friendship slowly faded, leaving just a cold wind behind, or even a cold battle...
I never thought that you would have treated me like that, but even so, I forgave you, I trusted you again even after revealing your real face and finding out the real truth, thats cause I treated you as a best friend, my lifetime buddy, my own blooded sister, but in the end, I realised that I was wrong, not wrong to treat you as a true friend, wrong not to correct you once I found your mistake, and now, just so suddenly, your leaving, I'm missing you more than ever, and I'm gona miss you alot, I wished I could turn back time and make it all right, but its too late, after knowing you had to leave, another fight broke between us, the last conversation we had with each other is just another fight, I don't mean to, I really wana be lifetime buddies with you, if I didn't I won't be crying after hearing that you gota leave, I'd do anything to make you stay, but for your sake, it's a better choice to leave, if were made to be lifetime buddies, I'm sure we will meet again in the future...
Now, my heart keeps beating, don't go, I will miss you, and all that I can say is- I LOVE YOU!!
No matter what happens, I will be your firm foundation supporting you to have a better future in your life, all i hope is that you will see this post...
My last three words to you...
I LOVE YOU!!
The day has come for you to depart and leave me, we would have to separate till me meet again in the future, who knows? maybe destiny and faith will bring us together like it did to make us meet...
After everything we have been through, you broke our trust, these tears can't seem to stop flowing, my heart shattered as if a knife stabbed me in the heart so badly, at that very momment, I asked myself why it turned out this way, questioning myself over and over again, but I could'nt find an answer, an answer that I could accept, I'm missing you more than ever, I tried to put you to the test, to see if you really treated me as a best friend, a lifetime buddy and a sister, but in the end, all I had was another broken heart, tears flowing non stop, and many many unanswered questions, and because of me, the situation turned out even worse than before, hatred blacken out and our friendship slowly faded, leaving just a cold wind behind, or even a cold battle...
I never thought that you would have treated me like that, but even so, I forgave you, I trusted you again even after revealing your real face and finding out the real truth, thats cause I treated you as a best friend, my lifetime buddy, my own blooded sister, but in the end, I realised that I was wrong, not wrong to treat you as a true friend, wrong not to correct you once I found your mistake, and now, just so suddenly, your leaving, I'm missing you more than ever, and I'm gona miss you alot, I wished I could turn back time and make it all right, but its too late, after knowing you had to leave, another fight broke between us, the last conversation we had with each other is just another fight, I don't mean to, I really wana be lifetime buddies with you, if I didn't I won't be crying after hearing that you gota leave, I'd do anything to make you stay, but for your sake, it's a better choice to leave, if were made to be lifetime buddies, I'm sure we will meet again in the future...
Now, my heart keeps beating, don't go, I will miss you, and all that I can say is- I LOVE YOU!!
No matter what happens, I will be your firm foundation supporting you to have a better future in your life, all i hope is that you will see this post...
My last three words to you...
I LOVE YOU!!