Extra

Sometimes,

I'm not even sure if I should answer.

Should I give a reply?

Or should I remain silent.

I don't know anymore

If I'm still considered an extra.

Care? What care.

Would people even care for you

Like you care for them

Becaus sometimes caring doesn't work

Those Times

You know those times

Where you're not even sure if what you're doing is correct

When you're so lost

So disturbed

So unsure

Well it feels exactly like that now

Pathway

I'm no longer someone who doesn't bother about my grades,

Because I'm actually passionate about what I love right now.

Don't bother taking this passion of mine away,

Because I'm still a teen,

And I'd choose my life to live.

Accept that I chose this path

Enough is enough

Just so you know,

I'm not the kind of person,

To be constantly treated like a kid.

You might think I act like an immature girl,

But no,

You're wrong.

So stop treating me like one,

Because you're making a mistake in thinking I'm a child,

And you're the mature one.

Insane

Don't expect me to treat you better,

If you treat me bad.

Don't expect me to be an angel,

If you were a fallen devil.

I might be stupidly in love,

But I'm not insane enough to lose the last of myself.

Light

Extinguish my light over and over again,

And I still would reignite it.

Because I wouldn't mind dying to be your light,

Even if you need no light.

And sometimes you make me wonder,

If there's anyone shining this light over myself,

Stupidly,

Cowardly.

Bitterly.

Unmattered

And there are the times,
Where you type in a whole long passage of words,
Then hit the backspace button.

Because none of those thoughts counted,
Because the world didn't need more words.

Because you never mattered anyway.