Blade

And then there is this moment

Where you feel like

Slashing this blade across ur wrist

Because it'd hurt more not to be hurt

When the moment

The tears

The blood

Dries out

Will it then be a blessing

Or a curse to be laid out forever

Bed Time

Like the post title says: BedTime.

Yes it officially is.

Orientation tomorrow gotta like sleep now cuz I need to leave at 7.30 I hate waking up early cuz I aint a morning person.

Okay, more blog updates tomorrow if I have the energy.

Goodnight

#Throwback #3 Outing

Outing with besties before we send Cai Yi off to PLKN (National Service). Honestly, it was seriously horrid yet blessfull.

Okay lets start with the beginning shall we?

Yes I remembered correctly that it was the first day of myself wearing the new Hello Kitty shoes I bought from Cotton On. No idea if it was  jinxed (hope so not)

We went for Korean Food at Seoul Korea, a Korean restaurant in my residential area. So we met up there and by the time I arrived, they just started serving the food and honestly, we gobbled everything down within less that 15 minutes.

Even with the food being so photogenic, our food cravings were so superb no one stopped to take a photo of the food before we started chomping down everything. Food went on and on and our stomachs kept churning with food.

It was basically the kind of lunch we were craving for all this while but had to hold back because of our SPM. Then, the few of us had a spontaneous shopping trip to Mid Valley. Yes, the very mainstream yet awesome Mid Valley.

Photos of the days

However, Pei Kee and I had to leave earlier because we had a dinner party at Kai Ting's new place.







WHICH was when the NIGHTMARE all freaking started.

And trust me, food indigestion-foodlike poisoning is definitely a nightmare, a dreadful and horrid nightmare.

Basically, I got darn well admitted into the hospital, emergency room to be precise because I had been losing too much water. God damn that stomach hurt like hell.

The last time I had been admitted into the emergency room... Well it wasn't too long ago, I kinda slipped on the stairs fell on by butt and injured my back (which still hurts) but that wasn't the really serious case. Anyway, I got admitted into the hospital a few times when I was little, allergies here and there. Any-anyway, the last time I had food poisoning when I was around 9 so yeah, it felt 10x worst.

Okay I got better then worst then better again, it had been a roller coaster ride that week with the horrible food poisoning.

#Throwback #2 Prom Night

Prom Night.

The night we dress up beautifully with light make up and elegant dresses.

The day which marks the final "GoodBye of our middle school life"

The night we get together, capture moments and close our books.

The Last Chapter 

#TLC14

That was the night everything ended. The last dinner, The last photos as middle schoolers. That marked the end of a rightful year.

And the very beginning of something unexpected, something I've never hoped nor expected form the moment I stepped into middle school.

Yes. 

The end of one. 

The beginning of another.

Thank you SMK Sri Sentosa.

School of High School Graduates

#Throwback #1 BreakTime: Butter&Beans

I just realised the amount of blogposts coming down to none during the whole of December. Guess I have been pretty much busy and productive with spending my days wisely, NOT.

Well, just so you know, SPM went down with the last day of being in school for our Chines Exams on the first of December. But before that day came, we had a one week interval to the last paper and we all seemed pretty relaxed (compared to the previous days). So the five of the-usual us pretty much decided to head over to a cafe called "Butter and Beans" in OUG.

Had mocha, but personally, I'm not a fan of bitter and strong coffee. Strong tea- Definite yes. Strong and bitter coffee- NO. It's not that I have a really sweet tooth, yeah I do fancy sweets and candies but diabetic kinda sweet- tha's a big NO-NO too.

Anyway, the mocha was like super bitter honestly. Usually, they are a mix of sweetness and bitterness, but this was bitter. Not to say that it tasted horribly, nope, it didn't. It's just basically not my type of coffee. Yes, delicious, but no. Sorry.

Anyhow, it was a quite relaxing, quiet, friendly type of environment you'd love if you knew the feeling of how comfortable you are sitting in a cozy bed wrapped up in a thick blanket with tea or coffee in one hand and a good book in the other. Yes, that was practically how it felt until we decided to barge in and make lots of really loud gossips.

And no, we are definitely not ladies who sit at the table quietly sipping their coffee giggling softly, Hell no, we are the opposite of that. Now, lay back and imagine, that horrid laughter and chatter of ours which filled the cafe.

Ouch. I feel my ears hurt. But at the very least, we still are the very best of friends.

Very Photogenic Plant

Not My Cup of Mocha

Mocha

Salmon Custard Pie

(Actually I forgot the name to it)

Butter & Beans Cafe