#GoodbyesToBio

It's still not officially over yet

But I feel so darn enthusiastic

It's as if SPM isdarn right over

And I can move on without bio anymore

HAHAHAAHAHAHAAH

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原来

原来

听不见那熟悉的声音

TA还未能安心地离开

原来

闭上眼睛后

TA心中最想的依然还是TA

原来

将要醉入永眠的TA

闭上眼睛后

还是走得不安心

Bio Kills

It's a quater after one

Still stuck with neurons

Interneurons

Etc nervous stuff

Bio.

God let me get over with this

I cannot take such sleepless nights

Going to sleep till 2 on wednesday.

I feel like dying now

The Power of Highlighters

Well at least

During the suffers during chemistry studies

I still am able

To remember the times

Where we sat in class

Next to each other

With one highlighter between us.

Because you didn't have one,

Whereas I only had one.

And the story unfolds

Ever since.

Fail Training for Artistic Mind

I want more stationaries

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Pens

Markers

Pencils

Colour Pencils

Paper

Water colours

I want crafty items

:////////////

More paper

More pens

Decorative items

Tapes

Clay

Thread

I want DIY pendants

Pendants

More pendants

Thread?

Stuff for making pendants

I want timeeeeeeeee

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Lots and lots and lots of time

For reading

Crafting

Photo taking

Drawing

Doodling

Scrapbooking

Artsy thing

Oh.

I want unify

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Emo register unify also no go pull cable

Upset

Upset

Upset

How I chase drama

How I watch tutorials

How I listen music

How I watch anime

Emo

Emo

Emo

Emo

Emo

.

Subject Allergies

Watch my kick those two last donkey science subject

Nope

Not taking Science anymore

Nor accounts.

Maybe physics,

But no not Chemi nor Bio.

Allergic to these three subjects.

Graphs

Life is everything

But a tangent graph

Because in sin graphs

Or cos graphs,

You either start at your

Maximum point,

Minimum point,

Or mean position.

Nothing stays,

Nor continuously increases,

Or continuously decreases.

It swaves up and down.

And after going down,

To the depths of the end

To the bottom where all negativity stays,

It will definitely rise once again.

It's just a matter of time.

Significance

When you lose someone in your dreams,

What does this actually signify?

The lost of someone's presence

Or

The lost of your own presence in that person's life

?

Yet you try to think of a solution,

But nothing comes into mind

You try to work things out,

But everything just keep ending up badly.

What if,

You did not lose someone.

What if,

That person died?

Would it mean the physical death of that person?

Or an emotionally death of that person towards yourself?

Idk what this is about

If we were plotted on a graph,

We would be inversely proportional

With you against me.

With me,

There'll be no you

With you,

There'll be no me.

Slipping Away

One day

When she slips away from your palms

Oh so silently,

Without any prior notice,

As if she was a raindrop

Falling from the sky,

Sliding from the top of a skyscraper

To the bottom of a sewage drain

Then sinking to the bottom of the sea.

Would you notice

Her long lost presence

And feel her

Slipping away

With no way to grasps back on

To that hand you still long for

?

Being Difficult

I feel so difficult

Sometimes it's as if I should be separated

Into different realms

To be on my own

Where no one would feel

The pain I bring

The sorrow I bring

The nasty crap I bring.

Maybe life would be all so much better

If you all hadn't met me

You could've achieved your dreams

You could've met new people

You could've saved yourself from drowning in this misery

This presence seems of a nuisance,

Tell me if you need me to leave

Hint to me if you would like me vanished

I would go,

Willingly

In a snap.

#SoDoneWithAccounts

Big blow to the face today

Oh well,

It's farewell to accounts!

But I was kinda sad

Because I studied so hard for yuran

Since the last exam

But nooooooooooooooooooo

Apparently,

They don't like yuran

:((((((

Gosh never stepping into accountancy

I might die facing all the numbers,

And inbalance accounts

Cries

Waiting for everyone to score so badly

With hopes the graph will drop

And the grade levels drop too

#FingersCrossed

#ByeByeAccounts

Messangers

When pigeons were messangers,

Letters were passed over,

Messages were read,

And replied too.

When phones were introduced,

We realise the ignorance

When someone doesn't reply.

Blue tick or not,

You would know.

Yet if it was a pigeon,

You could lie to yourself,

Saying that the letter was lost,

Or if it were sent to the wrong place.

Now,

You'd just have to be truthful,

And accept that you would not get a reply.

If only. If only. If only.

If only,

We had if only.

If only,

We could be what we want.

If only,

Things could go on smoothly.

If only,

Pain did not exist.

If only,

We could be where we want.

If only,

We had unlimited wishes.

If only

There was if only.

Wish List

You guys have a to-buy-list

And then I suddenly thought about this,

I want a wish list.

Because it's impossible for me to pay,

No matter how much my yearly income is.

I wish for myself
To be able to
Buy more of his time
For myself.

How selfish.

Why hahahaahaha

Why so many to buy list

HAHA

I also want one

:')))

Keeping In Touch

"How much I wished,

We could keep in touch

From now,

Till forever."

You say it,

Actually mean it.

However,

Said easier than done.

To the four years of friendship,

Though we only meet once a week.

To the few months of friendship we have made,

Though its only been a year,

Or a few months perhaps.

You make every Saturday a time I look forward to,

And a time,

I never want to leave.

Easy to make friends,

Hard to be friends,

Even harder to stay as friends.

As the years go by,

Would we always be this close?

Would we ever have a chance to take oh so carefree as we do?

We came from different schools,

Meet only once a week.

And yet,

The strength of this friendship seems unbreakable.

We'll see if distance would be a problem,

If time would get in the way,

And of we can overcome all these obstacles,

Perhaps,

'Forever'

Would be engraved on our friendship. 

That promise sign we made,

Was the most touching thing

I've ever encountered

With you guys these 4 years.

<3

BFF

始

游戏的第一关,

已过不了

怎有希望

继续过关

继续玩

?

:)

让微笑掩饰自己的悲伤

:)

Addiction

Hooking up on too much drama

Too much anime

Too much fictional life

Even if it's in the middle of major exams

Even if all the calculation tests are arriving

Even if all the Science subjects are piling up

Even if I'm nit quite yet prepared.

Shit.

Double shit.

My hand should be writing

Not doodling.

Shit.

完蛋了

当我发现

晚上睡前

满脑都是你的回忆

我就知道

自己已离不开这生活

已离不开你的影子

November

Chipped lips

Signify the unwelcomed winter storm

Dry weather,

With remaining brown maple leaves falling off trees

Signify the end of autumn,

The start of winter.

Summer will come again,

No doubt

The world continues to spin around the sun

At a constant speed,

May I emphasize.

However at this constant speed,

It is as if your life shortens

As you age

Even if time,

Probably travelling at the speed of light

Is equal for everyone.

The first day,

Stepping into a whole new environment

With no one to grasp to

Has now submerged into the end

Where everyone wears their graduation gown

Which is too the last memory you'll ever have in high school.

Starting in January,

Ending in December five years later.

Remarkable,

Unpredictable,

Years have past,

Yet,

You still long to begin this journey again.

Because,

You cannot predict the future.

And you wouldnt know

If all the newly made friendship bonds you've once thought is strong,

Will last

Till eternity

Till forever.

Friends,

You make them,

But how often

Do you stay?

Different societies,

Different studies,

Different worlds,

Different topics,

And may I ask,

Would our bonds as friends remain?

Or will they vanish,

Unpredicabally.

Illusion

Hearing things,

Waiting for the phone to ring.

Sighing over and over again

With hopes of it to ring